You're all that matters to me ~ Jiley

Chapter 12// I'm Hurt!

Miley's POV

Selena and I went to the Pizzeria..but my mind was still on, what happened, Why did he say that?did he think that I'm a bitch that sleeps around? because I'm not like that..I only have a dirty mind but nothing more..

maybe because I let him unclip my bra without saying anything? No! I stopped him!!!

"MILEY!!!" Selena screamed in my face

she was facing me and she is sitting there looking at me, frustrated, hurt?

"wh-what's wrong?" I said looking at her..why are my eyes blurry

"you were laughing the whole time, why did you change your mood in a sec?" she said looking at me, sympathetically knowing what's wrong with me.

"I just can't do it, I want to go home" I said not even touching my pizza yeah I know how could I leave a pizza well I'm Hurt!

"but I wanted you to meet Zayn!" she said getting mad "why are you leaving? why are you so selfish?? Can't you once happy for me?" she said raising her voice looking up at me

"I'm selfish??" I said whispering can't holding my tears anymore..She's not making me feel better now "CAN'T YOU SEE HOW HURT I AM?? AND YOU SITTING THERE TALKING ABOUT ZAYN WON'T HELP ME YOU KNOW??? were you the one being there for me you had problems and when you couldn't sleep I had to come for you because I care for you?? just this time BE FOR ME THERE!!!!!" I took out my share of the bill and setting it on the table

"I hope I'll meet him soon Sel, but now, I just can't, I'm so sorry" I said whispering and heading to the door..

I hoped that she would pull me into a hug.. I need her right now so much

I closed the door of the pizzeria and started running..I don't know why but I just want to be alone...

just when I wanted to turn right to head to the dorm someone called my name..

Selena.

"STOP please stop!" she said running after me   -she's a fast runner-

"what" I said not looking at her

"I'm sorry..i'm sorry I didn't see that you were hurt, I just wanted to talk you out of the topic so that you would at least have fun now..I didn't know" she said turning me over and looking in my eyes..

she also had tears in her eyes..

"I'm sorry" she whispered pulling me into a hug

I started sobbing..there..with her..I couldn't do it anymore...he hurt me and I really didn't know what did I do to deserve this

"everything's gonna be ok, I'm here for you" she said breaking the hug but still looking at me and smiling sympathetically

"thanks" I said looking down

"finally!!! she can taaaalk" she raising her arms as if it was a miracle earning a giggle from me..

"stop it..now let's go" I said hugging her arm and squeezing

"yess sir"

Selena's POV

finally she slept..

when we were at the dorm we got in our PJs..and watched horror movies until she finally could sleep..she cried sometimes through the movie and then continued watching with me..

we ate everything that can possibly be eaten  yeah we're monsters..

I looked at my phone.. it's nearly 4 AM..and tomorrow is Friday..