Poems

truth serum

my truth serum comes in many names and forms

from the devils lettuce to Mary Jane

from passion fruit to purple Kush

she helps me be honest with myself my enemies and the ones I love

she helps me stay sane

but zans have took over my life

from peach to white

they keep me calm

so I don't hurt the ones I love

but in all seriousness

I don't feel they deserve not to get hurt

I mean when they hurt me

they don't give a shit

I'm expected to not give a fuck

but if I hurt them

its a big fucking deal

so maybe I should drink that pain away

then id be the life of the party

then I wouldn't feel so shitty

then I wouldn't hurt the ones I love

or maybe just maybe

I should mix all my serums together

or maybe I need more serums

the tripper the better

ill feel stronger

maybe even better

maybe even calmer

I don't know

cause yall say I'm clueless

but maybe I wouldn't be if I was loved

if I was held

if I was showed something good in this mess of a world

Sabastian was right   when he told Ariel

"the human world is a mess "

we was just to young to realize it

but now were making it messier

we don't know what to do

were to busy eating tide pods and shooting schools

to make it work

so some of us just sit back and get the highest we can

to escape this mess of a world