I woke up July 7, 2017, to a message from Adam, "hey, I miss you. Do you want to do something tomorrow?" With a smile on my face I replied with "down for anything(:" Adam & I have been talking for awhile. He wasn't ready for a relationship & I accepted it.
Around 7 I get a message from my friend Mia, "going to the banger tonight" I hadn't been to a party since May and I really just wanted to get hammered. I tried messaging all of my other friends but they were all too busy. But thankfully Sienna was down to go to her first party with me. I messaged my brother to pick me up so we could go to lcbo & get me some alcohol for tonight. He of course said yes as long as I came back to his place after so I didn't end up in a bush somewhere.
Sienna lived in the country so we picked her up around 9:30 and made it to the party by 10. I hoped out my brothers girlfriends car with sienna told them I would call when we wanted to leave & closed the door.
There was already at least 80 people there. I walked up to Kiera, we never actually met before but we followed each other on Instagram and clicked right away. I downed a drink and then another and then another. At the point I really had to pee. Sienna was off talking to everyone she saw and Kiera & i went to the bush to go pee. We were talking while peeing in the bush as boys walked by whistling. We looked at them & started to laugh. Pulled up our pants & walked back to the party which seems to get bigger every 10 minutes. Me and Kiera walked up to Mia and her boyfriend, Eric. Eric was twice as drunk as any body else. "SAAMMM. Lookin good tonight!" As Mia glared at him. I laughed at him. "Thanks Eric"
I was bored & could barely walk but still wanted to get around. "Hey, I'll be back" Mia was chatting up with Kiera & they looked at me & told me to be careful.
I stumbled around and saw someone, I had no idea who he was but I wanted to say hi for some reason. "Hi! My names Sam!" He looked at me and replied "hey. My names Jake" i smiled & walked away. I went back to Mia. "I JUST SAW A REALLY HOT GUY" Eric hopped up and grabbed Mia's hand. "Let's get Sam laid tonight" the three of us walked around for a bit & I saw Jake again. We walked up to him & I said hey. Him and Eric started talking while me & Mia just watched. Then Eric decided it was good idea to say "hey if me and Mia kiss. Will you kiss sam here" Jake looked me up and down. "Yeah sure" of course Mia & Eric had no problem kissing. The next thing I knew Jake came up to me and kissed me. God it was a good kiss. I just stared at him while he stared back at me. Little did I know that kissing him would soon change my life. He grabbed my waist as I grabbed his and the four of us just stood there & talked for awhile. Eric then saw one of his friends & brought Mia with him. It was just me & Jake.
"My buddy's got a truck over there. Wanna go sit down" he led the way and he sat on the edge of the truck while I was standing between his legs. Then we started kissing again. A lot. At some point we switched spots. I was sitting & he was standing between my legs. We started making out again. The next thing I know I hear people shouting "KISS CAM KISS CAM KISS CAM" Henry. Henry is well known for snapchatting people kissing & calling it the "kiss cam" me & jake had no problem with it & continued to do what we do best.
I ended up leaning on Kiera's leg. Jamie ended up asking Kiera if it bothered her that were going strong on her leg. She laughed and said "let them have their fun"
I had to pee again. I pulled away from Jake & looked up at Kiera. "Bathroom break" she smiled and jumped off the truck & as did I. I told Jake I'd be back & Kiera & I walked to the bush. "So I see you're hitting it off with jake" i smiled. "You know him?"
"Yeah. He used to talk to my friend. He's a nice guy. He's known to be a fuck boy but once he wants you to be yours. He will be yours" she gave me his Snapchat and we went back to the truck.
He was sitting on the truck again so I went between his legs. I looked up while he looked down at me as we both smiled. He gave me his phone. It was smashed and you could barely see the screen. "Take pictures of us or just you. I want to remember this" so took pictures I did. I looked trashed but I didn't care. We started kissing again & I started wobbling. He laughed, jumped off the truck & told me to sit. I couldn't jump up & he had to pick me up. Sienna came back running "SAM! Adam!?" I just shushed her. And she walked away. I had totally forgotten about Adam while being with Jake. Fuck. A few minutes later Jake asked "do you have a boyfriend. I panicked that he had heard what Sienna said. "No. I don't." Which wasn't a lie. He replied with "good" and kissed me again. He looked around a saw a guy looking at me and he seemed angered. "Why the fuck is he looking at you. You're mine." It might have been all the drinks I had but I was confused since I had just met him a couple hours beforehand. But I liked hearing those words.
"How many people have you slept with?" He asked me. I replied "only 2. How many people have you slept with?" He looked away and then back at me and said "uhh. 14" I was astonished. Kiera wasn't lying when she said the whole fuckboy thing. He then grabbed my legs and said "forget about it. They don't matter. But I am determined to be your third kill". He unbuttoned his flannel & I got a full face of abs. If his face wasn't enough this definitely made perfection. His friend finally came over. Jake introduced us, "sam this is Cory. Cory this Sam" Cory looked at me. "Hey! I think we have each other on Facebook!" He didn't look familiar at all. So I just laughed & said "oh! Do we?" And he laughed back & said "you must have a lot of people on there" I answered with yes and then we just talked for awhile before he went off to talk to other people.
The party started to die down. There was around 30 people and it was just me & Jake on the truck instead of a whole crowd of people. Jake was on top of me, sucking on my neck. I was starting to think about the marks it would leave but it was new & I liked it. Then I felt his hand go up my shorts. I didn't stop him and just kept kissing him. God I wanted him. I wanted him bad. He stopped. "Sam. We need to fuck. Holy this is killing me." I just laughed. There was no where to go. And I wasn't going home with a guy I just met. Then I hear someone hitting the car. We both hop up to see Cory. "Gotta work at 8 in the morning Jake. Let's go" I looked at the time & realized it was already 2:30. Me and jake kissed goodbye. The last thing he said to me was "I'll be seeing you again sam. I will be your third." He hopped in the truck and they drove away.
I called Cara to tell her to come get me & Sienna up. Before I told her to come get us I just kept saying I fucked up. She told me to tell her when her & Bri got there. She hung up & I had to find Sienna. She was with a group of people and looked more trashed than I did. Before I could even grab her attention I see her walked about 10 feet away from the 15 people left at the party with a guy from our school named Greg. She got on her knees while he unzipped his jeans. WHAT WAS SHE DOING. I yelled. "SIENNA!" Greg started laughing, zipped up his pants, and walked away from Sienna. She got up & walked towards me. "Sienna! What were you thinking?" She laughed at me. "I just sucked Gregs dick!" I rolled my eyes & told her we were leaving. We walked to the end of the lane way to wait for Cara. Sienna looked at me "sam! Your neck! Aren't you supposed to see Adam tomorrow??" I didn't get a chance to look at my neck. I turned my phone to the back camera and took a picture with flash. Holy fuck. More than half my neck was purple. What I going to do?
Cara & Bri pulled up. The two of us hopped in & Bri was like "so what did you do?" I took out my phones flash & pointed it at my neck & they all looked at me. Cara yelled, "Sam! Holy fuck!" And that was the whole conversation on the way back to town.
I got one foot into their apartment & my brother was at the edge of couch looking at me & then my neck. He whipped his phone at me and yelled "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO? ARE YOU A SLUT NOW!?" Cara walked in behind me. "Get the fuck In the bedroom, Dave" Bri's boyfriend, Derek, was over. He looked at me and laughed. "Good luck"
Me & Sienna went to the bathroom to clean up. She then walked into my brothers living room in underwear & a very loose tank top with no bra on. I didn't want to say anything but it was so far from appropriate.
Cara & Bri were trying every remedy to try to get rid of my hickeys before I had to see Adam tomorrow. We knew they wouldn't disappear jt we had to tone them down a bit. We finally gave up and we all went to bed. Well they did. I was trying to find out more about this new Jake guy.
