What's Love, Really?

chapter one

    Boys.. interesting subject right?.. well for me they are my whole world, really I focus around them like they are my everything. And that's when I get in trouble you know. The whole love is love. My opinion is love is really alot of things. Once I got told that love was fake and all I had to say was really? Fake? Then why are you feeling this heart break that you are right now.

   Really honestly I'm just going to tell you the inside of "love" . I know that it's real but really what is it? One second you feel all warm and cozy with it. The next you cry tell you bleed.

  This isn't just for girls and how they fall in love but really let me just start my world out right here right now. His name was Clayton. My very first so called love but in reality I really didn't like him much. Yeah sure he was a cute kid. We dated or whatever but I didn't feel that connection. Now he's just one of my best friends, or was one of my best friends. We've faded away because he's a so called "popular" and I'm well no one can classify what I am.

   The thing with me is I need to learn how to let go and move on if you know what I mean. I'm over Clayton. Some what anyways. I still think about him more then you'd imagine but whatever right? Just another victim or well I guess you could say I was the victim in this one.

   The story with Clayton is that I liked him alot then ended up stealing his bike with my well she's a different person now but my old best friend. Don't worry we returned it. But he asked me out after everything and I said yes but then I honestly kind of just stopped having that feeling for him you know? So I gave up. Now days everyone just makes fun of us for it because he's the jock and I'm the soccer nerd but that's okay too. Maybe the next time we talk I'll tell you about Jaden, just maybe.