where do i even start this story? i guess i could just begin by saying i made a mistake. a big one. i've regretted it ever since, and if this story has a happy ending - i don't know myself.
but what i can tell you, is don't get yourself into shit like this. it ruins you,
i would understand.
trust me.
my life drastically changed when i met him. i mean, grayson. grayson dolan. the boy i fell in love with back in september. we had just begun senior year at school, and just like any other teen, i was dreading it. no one likes school - it's overall draining and of course all of us could think of better things we could be doing other than school.
but now i look back... i wish i savoured that time.
grayson had just moved to new jersey with his mom, dad and twin brother, ethan. he was like a typical teenager boy - he liked sports, wasn't exactly focused on school, and just extremely good looking. but, he was different.
i liked him because he wasn't like everyone else. something about him stood out to me. and for some strange reason, he liked me too.
i was a pretty average girl. i mean, every girl at my school wanted to be different in a way, but i guess i was just made to be more of my own person than they were. i have brown, wavy, thick hair and brown eyes. i liked art and history a lot - now i think about it, i was probably such a nerd to everyone. despite that, i had a good group of friends, and decent grades.
if someone asked me what was so attractive about myself to grayson...
i don't know. i've questioned that myself many times.
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this is pretty ugly buuuutt
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- frankie 🍒⚡️🌿
