What about us?

This is a mess...

I blocked you as fast as I could and in the two weeks I did not see you I tried to forget you, until I decided it was time to unblock you, I remember you marked me but I did not want to answer so we started talking by message, but it was not the same. Obviously you were still my best friend, but apparently you did not feel that I was your best friend, I did not understand why, something had changed between us and that was not nice for me. Obviously you still liked me, you were still you before others, but with me you were different, you kept making me laugh, but I knew that our friendship had been ruined; It was not like that, we regained our confidence and one day we decided that we would say who we liked, so I expected a nervous, excited day, I was afraid and my adrenaline was everything I gave; Even Mich who I found out you liked, told me that it would probably be me you mentioned, it was not like that, I felt so disappointed and angry when you said "nobody", that is, what is that ?, I could not believe that I you had put like that for a day and you told me no one. I went mad to my house and from there I remember that we started to get annoyed with "-then ... Andy? -Haha no. Evher? -Mmm, no haha. "And so we continue talking. I must clarify that for this, I had already accepted that we would be friends only.

We went to the last months and with this several things; Danna all the time wanted us to be with Aldo, because he said he was her "little brother" (although he did not like her "and because he was with Andrea (again), so I can not talk to many people, I talked more with him, I remember that you two got along (for what Aldo tells me and I remember, since you deny it) and then he became my friend, not like you, but from time to time we talked ... about you.

As for the last few weeks, I do not know what it gave you, but you started to get closer to me, you grabbed my leg and stroked it, our friendship started to compose, we even did "confidence tests" and there was a time we kept remembering in which I told you that I was going to do a test (which I did wrong) so we had to stay alone until the end of classes so that no one could see, so that they did not run out of the room, I shouted very nervous "Quick, do like if you were writing the task "and then to date you bother me with that.