I think it was a November day. So cold, so wet… I just remember how I was walking on that thin street where no human stepped. It was so creepy with all the dirt and suddenly I saw something. It was something like a light but I wasn’t sure. It was glowing and shining and … and I don’t know I forgot everything I was thinking, I forgot where I was. I finally felt safe.
I felt the warm summer inside the light so I stepped inside. Suddenly everything good disappeared. It was dark I felt nothing, only… only pain. It hurt so much. Like someone wanted to kill me, but… but I woke up in my bed. All was gone,
The pain, the darkness, the light, the summer. After a very short time I realized that that was a dream. Nothing was real. But really, every feeling was so true like I were really there. I woke up from my bed, washed my face and looked outside of the window. It was night, no one were out on the street. I just got my black jacket and went to a walk. The cold air made me to see my breath. It was so cold and dark exactly like in my dream. From my back a woman silhouette shouted my name. I turned back and I saw a blonde, she looked like we were the same age. I realized I knew her. She was one of my best friends, I knew her since childhood. Her mother and mine were friends too. I responded friendly to her with a “hi”. She smiled at me so we started to walk together:
- So Ryan, how are you? – She asked me.
- I’m kind of dizzy, I had just a very strange dream. – I answered
- Really? What was it about? – she sked me curiously
- I don’t really remember, I remember only a lot of pain. – I answered to her vague.
- Wow, that’s really strange, maybe you want to come with you and help you fall asleep again? – She asked with a smile on her face.
- No way! You are my best friend, nothing more! I won’t let you do this! – I shouted to her very bad then ran away
She was just starring how crazy I am. I disserved that because I was just interpreted everything wrong, she wasn’t trying to sleep with me, and she was trying to help me. I felt so embarrassed. So couldn’t show my face to her never! I was such an idiot.
I returned home to try to sleep again, but nothing…. I was just thinking at Ashley and everything I did to her tonight. I was such a jerk
