Broken Lillies

Seventeen years late

Luciana

I held my dress as I made my way out of the party, walking down the stairs as the air blew in my face, my hair loosing from its updo, cascading down my back. "Luciana." Matthias called out and I hurried my pace before I was stopped abruptly, my body turning to face Matthias. "Luciana I...." I slapped him hard across his face, "You're seventeen years late Matthias." I turned around and shifted into my wolf, the dress tearing into pieces as my paws caressed the soft mud ground beneath me as I ran away.

My wolf's eyes blinding my vision with her tears, a heartbreaking howl leaving her throat as she cried to the moon, forcing herself to run away from her soul mate. I couldn't do it, I couldn't be with him knowing that he wasn't mine anymore.

I have to leave once and for all, I can't stay here anymore.

I shifted once I reached home, making my way toward the door as I heard a howl that covered my body in chills. "Luciana..." I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath, no, no. Please, I can't....Tears slid down my cheeks as I looked away when he touched my upper arm, "I think it's best if I leave." I shrugged away from him, glancing up, not trusting myself to look back.

"Why? Are you that much of a coward to leave again? Running away won't make this easier." I turned around to face him with narrowed eyes and gritted teeth, "What do you want me to do? I can't stay, this place brings me so much memories I tried hard to forget. I thought that when I left, all this would be gone but no, they are all here." I dug my finger on my temple, "Reminding me of you every second of the day and it hurts, it still hurts and I hate it, I hate you. I hate you for making me feel this pain that will never heal, no matter what I do, no matter where I go. You are here, in my soul, in my heart, in my mind, every inch of my body that you once owned and promised to love til' the day you die. "

"I'm sorry for causing you pain, for causing myself pain with my actions, I never forgave myself for what I did to you. I was never the same, you owned more than my heart, more than my soul, you owned me completely, and I could never gave myself completely to another woman that wasn't you." He touched my face as he cupped my cheeks, "I loved you so much and I still do, when you came back after seventeen years and I saw your face, I couldn't believe that I was seeing you, I've waited so many years for our reunion, picturing it in my mind with so many scenarios but never did I imagine that you'll come back with a daughter of mine, the biggest prove of our love."

I busted into tears as I closed my eyes and leaned my head down, removing Matthias hands from my face, "That was my mistake, coming back here, I shouldn't have. You made your choice Matthias, there is no turning back now, as much as I want to we can't. I can't, that's why I chose to leave so you can fix things with Diana."

"Do you even hear yourself? Fix things with Diana? We will never be able to fix things. I walked out on her because I chose you, it's always been you." I sniffed loudly as I stepped back, "No." I wipped my tears away, "You will go back and fixed things with her, you two have an agreement. You can't just walk out on her, you'll lose your pack. Everything you build in these seventeen years and leaving me would have been in vain. I'm sorry but I can't, I can't be yours if you're hers."

I lingered my fingers over his lips, closing the space between us as I pecked his lips, his arms sliding behind my back as he kissed me passionatly, our mouths moving in a rough sync. My fingers cupped his face as our mouths hovered above each other heatly, our bodies pressed against each other, enjoying the warmth pouring out of our bodies. I stepped away from him, touching my lips as I stared into his eyes, "Goodbye Matthias."

Liliana

I paced back and forth in the room, screaming as I walked toward the door, fisting it loudly, "Let me out Decker!" I banged with rage and unnerved, "Ass! Ugh, just wait till I'm out. I'll kick your ass." I huffed loudly, slumping down on the floor with my now dry dress. I groaned, moving my hands behind my back as I unzipped my dress, stumbling up on my feet as I hobbled on one foot, my other one hurt from slamming it a bit too hard on the door.

I sighed deeply, resting my hands on the vanity as I stared at myself in the mirror, run down mascara on my face and my hair a bit messy.  My once straight hair was now back to curly, I huffed, great, just great. I straightened myself up as I pulled down the dress, groaning when it got stuck.

The door handle shook and I rushed toward the door, grabbing a vase as I hid behind the door, "Lili..." I slammed the vase against his head, groaning, he threw himself forward and wrapped his arms around me, I screamed loudly, bringing my legs up as I kicked my feet in the air with a tantrum, Decker throwing me on the bed, my body bouncing roughly on the bed, almost breaking my neck in the process.

I cried out as I touched my neck, pushing my body up, "You brute! I almost injured my neck." I glared at him as he stood there rubbing his head, "We're even, what was that about?" He rubbed his head and touched his bleeding head with a groan. "That was for locking me up you idiot. How dare you!" I crawled on the bed and stood up in front of him, his arms grabbing mine as he yanked me forward, staring deeply into my eyes.

My breathing spiked up as I stared back into his eyes, my chest heaving up and down the more I stared into his mysterious eyes, "Would you help me get out of this dress?" I broke our gaze as I looked away, his hands sliding down my arms as I turned around, moving my curly hair to the side. He ran his finger down my exposed skin, making my body shivered before he touched the zipper and tugged at it, the zipper riding down smoothly. "Thanks."

I went to step away but he ran his hands up my arms and touched my straps, sliding them off my arms and I cupped my breasts, "Nothing I haven't seen before." He stepped forward and removed my hands, sliding down my dress as it puddled down my legs, "You left me Liliana, do you know how hard it was not running after you? You came to me, made me crazy and left." He stepped close and sniffed my neck, "How could you do this to me?"

I pushed him away from me, earning a chuckle from him, "You didn't seem bothered by the fact I asked you to leave me alone, in fact, you were happy in the arms of another woman. Don't act all hurt, it doesn't suit you Decker." He grabbed me again, looking at me firm in the eyes, making me want to coward away, "You were happy to be back with your pathetic boyfriend, don't throw all this at me as if you didn't do the same thing."

"Mike and I broke up the day after you interrupted us, I told him that I slept with you and he broke things off and left back to Boston the same day. I was never back in his arms, so yeah, I'll throw all this at you because after everything you told me, I couldn't believe that you were in another woman's arms. My father was so right about you, he told me to stay away from you and that's what I'll keep on doing."

He grabbed my wrists and yanked me forward, his hands grabbed my face as he pulled me in roughly, our lips pressed against each other as he kissed me deeply, my lips slowly moving in sync with his, my fingers sliding through his hair as we kissed passionately, his body hovering down as he picked me up, wrapping my legs around his waist as he walked us toward the bed, leaning down my body on the bed as his lips kissed my neck and chest.

I touched his neck, my fingers sliding through his hair as my lips parted slightly,  my body curling up at the pleasure consuming my body. His hands gripping down my body as he moved down my stomach and slid off my thong slowly, kissing me teasingly as he moved toward my inner thighs, rubbing my hips before he yanked me closer, licking my......"Oh God." I cried out as I gripped my fingers into Decker's hair, pulling him in. 

I wrapped my legs around him, pulling him closer to me as I moaned out, "Decker...." He buried his head between my legs, my body jolting up at the excitement covering my body, taking me to a place I've only been with him. He kissed his way back up and flipped me over, yanking me up on all four, his hand pushing my back down so I was ass up, sliding deep into me as I jerked forward with a gasp.

  Pleasing me in a way only he could.