and so it begins

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H e y I go by. A few different things? but on here I'm Johnathan.

Hi, Johnathan.

Anyway used to have an account on here but deleted it cause I didn't wanna be associated with it anymore I used to write frerard and.shit

Anyway general info to know that will make this vent thing make more sense: I'm 17, I'm a trans guy, I'm moving to California next year, I have a cat named Eclipse (pride and joy), and here goes the mental illness and shit like that so you guys get what I'm going on about cause prob gonna bring it up a lot: I'm schizoaffective, depressed as hell but who isnt in this day and age, I don't know if I have PTSD but I have been traumatized and still deal with the traumas, I'm a really self-destructive person, I have anger issues, generalized anxiety disorder, not mental illness or mental health related but I have juvenile myoclonic epilepsy, and other shit I can't be bothered to remember for this.

Anyway so I've always been awful at introductions in these types of books so I ALWAYS resort to those question things. 

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1. James

2. 17

3. November 29th

4. Sagittarius

5. probably black I guess? It goes with everything but, I dont necessarily have one. I like browns and reds and white too, orange and yellow are beautiful

6. I don't have a lucky number, it used to be eight back in elementary, then it went to sixteen.

7. Yeah, Eclipse, but the house has five cats in it. I love them all

8. Texas

9. 5'3

10. uhhhhhh....that's a good fuckin question. 8.5 maybe, I think?

11. I got vans, heeled boots, fancy shoes, work shoes, and converse that I lost before I could even wear them. No joke, bought them when I got my vans, three years ago, haven't seen them since. Anyway, four.

12. I yelled at a lawyer in court and told him I'd sue him for a hate crime or something idk I was reading a fic before bed that dealt with court, let me live

13. None

14. shut up you probably dont even know what qualifies someone as a psychic

15. I dont. ever really have favorite songs

16. What Happened To Monday. Go fucking watch it

17. Im greyromantic so, thats a. tricky question.

18. I mean not really but it's possible I will in the future

19. No I dont want a wedding at all

20. Nope

21. Yeah, I fractured my wrist one year, sprained my ankle exactly a year later, and also had strep throat twice a year every year for 4-5 years straight. It was hell. But i havent gotten it since early 2017 so we're okay, ive gotten white spots but they come off which never happens with strep throat (when it comes to me) and I know what those are now

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