There is this thing going on right now
A trend that I see reposted time and time again
If I died, the world would still turn
The rivers would still run
The stars would still shine
The grass would still grow
If I died, everything would remain the same
So why stay?
No
No
You can't think like that
No good can come of that
The Earth may continue on its rotation
But your world would crash into the sun
Think about it
Imagine this
Your mom drives down the highway
She takes her eyes off the road
Tears streaming down her face
As she looks at the bowling alley down the way
You had your 5th birthday there
And she wishes she could go back in time again
A honk pulls her out of her memory
A crash, out of her life
Your father shakes with grief over the fact that
HE NEVER SAW
He never saw how much they were hurting you
How much you were hurting yourself
He drinks to keep the pain at bay
He drinks to hide the anguish deeper into his eyes
He lost his job last week
Now he's trying to make do
But it's not enough
He's not trying hard enough
Lost is he, drowned in the bottle
Not even trying to climb out
Your older brother sits alone in the dark corner of his room
The door to the hallway cracked open
Phantom children race down the way to the kitchen
A diaper wrapped around you, feet pounding the wood
His arms stretched out, ready to grab your waist
Old enough to want company, but still young enough to for it to be you
His grades are slipping
A pillar of the community sulks to the back alleys
He can't sleep at night
He shoots up to scare away the nightmares
All he can do now is sit and wait
Wait until it's his time to go
Your younger sister sits on her bed at night
She's only five
Princess and pirates clash in her mind
She waits for someone to tuck her in
To pull the blankets up to her chin
To kiss her forehead and check for monsters under her bed
But she doesn't understand that the monsters of this world
Live on the streets, in the café, in the manors, in the head
So what now?
Now that you've torn up lives around you
As you watch from wherever you end up
Because more than one life has been taken
Sure some people may still live,
But they're not alive
That's why you stay
Because, even though someone has fucked up your day
You light up someone else's
It WILL get better
Maybe not soon
But if you have faith and hold on and grasp the life you're living
It will
Believe me
Because I've been in the same boat
YOU ARE READING
Poems
PoetrySo .... as the title suggests, this book is going to be comprised of poems and maybe short stories. I'm gonna change this up a little. Add some song lyrics and other...not so depressing poems lol