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Ravens pov

Last night I fell asleep talking to myself . I don't know why but I'm starting to care about beast boy. He doesn't even like me . It will go away soon but a part of me isn't sure I want it to .

Beast boys pov

Last night I fell asleep talking to my self . I don't know why but I think I like raven. I m sure she don't like me . It will pass any way but I'm not sure I want it to .

Ravens pov

As I walk I the common room to my surprise beast boys setting there . I wipe it off and walk toward lthe kitchen naturally to make some tea. I grab a book of my shelf and set on the couch sipping tea and started to read .

I look over . He's just sitting there .good , peace and quiet .

The door slides open and it shuts . I hear foot steps . I cant stop looking up at beast boy to see is he's still there.

LATER THAT DAY

Robin and starfire are cheering on beast boy and cyborg at video games . Raven is setting on the couch reading and sipping tea.

Beast boys pov

Dang it ! I lost again. I look over . Ravens sitting there reading and siping tea . I watch as her soft lips touch the glass and her eyes follow the words. She's so smart.

" beastboy" ! . It's cyborg"yeah" I'm trying to act normal . " are you going to play?" . " here starfire " i reply and hand the controller to starfire . She looks at me and hesitates then smiles. " oh glorious !" She floats over the couch to where i was sitting .

I walk to Raven and sit down keeping my distance . She doesn't notice me .

I scoot closer . "What you reading"? I look at her book." You wouldn't be interested " she didn't even look up.

" how do you know I wont ? " .with that she looked up. " it's about a prince that gets lost and falls in love with a peasant girl" she looked at me . Nervously i scratch the back my neck , " cool" I try to look interested.

She looks down and start to read again . Why does she like to read so much? Maybe it's fun for her but I never found it fun. It was always hard . Watching it was always easier for me .

I look over . "We are going to work out, cyborg thinks he can beat star fire , you want to come " robin said looking at me . "Yeah, sure" i get up and walk towards the hallway . Then I remember raven . I stop . "You comin bb " . " I'll catch up " . " Raven you want to come " i look at her . " look ik you like to shut people out but I don't know why you do and I don't want to be shut out " i look at the back off her head . She doesn't say anything . I cant believe I said that .

I look at raven she turns around and sees me she gets up and walks towards me . Every step she takes .....closer to me ......my heart beats faster . She stands in front of me looking in my eyes so I look into hers . I can't look away . I go num in my body. I feel the pian in her eyes she's trying to hide it ..... But I found it . The pain she feels..... She hides it ....I found it ..... I'm staring right into it . The pain ......I can feel it ........ It's unbearable . She looks down and walks to the hall way .

I fall to my knees . " I'm so sorry Rae" I whisper. I feel the pain . It ..... Hurts ...... But it kills be that I could have caused it . My whole body is num I can't feel anything .

Warmth surges through my vains . I feel her touch on my skin .my heart hurts it's beating so fast . I can't speak . I hear the door open and close .

I stand slowly . In that moment that I stood there alone ...... That is when I realised ...... " I love her" i sigh. My heart feels like it's about to explode . My breathing is so heavy . I just stand there alone . I hit the ground . Hard .

Ravens pov

The pain in his eyes .....it hurts worse then mine . I have to get out of here but im have to make sure he is okay . But I can not stay or I ...... will fall in lo... hurt him . Or I will hurt him . I don't want to hurt him . I walk out just like I always do I run from it but this time I can't .

I go down the hall to my room . Suddenly I feel a excruciating pain in my chest and I fall to the ground on my knees . The pain hurts so bad . What is this . I scream with the pain , graving my hair .

I stop .

BEAST BOY !

I quickly stand and fall . The pain .... It is unlike no other pain I have felt before I can not hide this pain .

Im num all over I can't feel anything but the pain . I have to get to him . I stand again and run as fast as I can . When I get into the common room . I break . I see him lying there .....my gut wrenches .... My eyes go blur ..... My mussels turn stiff..... I love him .

I m strong but this pain makes me feel like a infant . I feel it surge . I want to just fall but I have to help him .

I'm so weak as I crawl to him. I can't hear anything but his chest rises and lowers slowly . It stops . My hands are shaking . I have to help him . His life less body i front of me on the ground . I can't take the pain . " no, beast boy , wake up , " I feel a tear in my eye . I don't cry ! But I can't help it . " azarath metron zinthos "

I can't heal him . I'm not good enough for him I can't save him . " beast boy I'm so sorry . I knew I would just hurt you " . " I'm so sorry " i cry . I let it all go . The pain ..... I just cry . I can't stop . I touch his face with my hand .

I look around me . The whole room is black . My powers . I have to stop crying but I can't . " raven " I turn . Robin . "Raven stop . Let us help put down the force field" he's vioce is muffled . I'm trying . " I cant " i yell " i cant" . " calm down then , stop cryin Raven " i hear his vioce . " i cant " i whisper . I hear robin "Raven no we are going to help him " . But they're taking him away from me i grab for him but robin holds me .

"it will be okay " . " look at me Raven " i cant focus . On him . Then he comes clear . " it will be okay " he whispers to me . I fall into his shoulder and cry .

"I did it .... i hurt him " i look at robin . " I can not stay , I will stay long enough for him to be fine but I can not stay " i dry my eyes ." Raven .... you " i cut robin off " it could be you or cyborg or starfire next , I'm not stable i haven't been stable for a while and I feel the pain in side of me worse than any other pain , I can not hide this pain. I'm strong , I'm not scared , I'm dangerous and I will not hurt the only people that i care about .

... I already did though and that's why I should have gone before but I didn't and look what I did robin look! I fell in love with the most abnoxious being on this planet . ... and then I made his heart stop beating by walking away . I let him look in my eyes and he felt my pain all of it and he couldn't take it and I let him look into my eyes . I let him feel it ... Robin " i look at him in shame and sorrow . He stood there . He didn't know what to say .

I knew no one would . I look up . The roof it blown out . I fly through the hole .