The Lost Creatures Of The Woods.

My life sucks

Me and Nathen  walked over to our next class (hey alone readers remember this?).He catches a glimpse of a girl down the hall and bolts for her. I'm confused does he.......like her? When I'm done thinking I look in the corner of my eye to see him hugging her with a happy face. I thought I was good enough for him. I mean she is wayyy prettier. Why did I think I had a chance. I ran to the bathroom with tears on my face. I headed to a bathroom stall locked it then slid down the door. I see boys shoes walk in. I jumped onto the seat of the toilet. They opened every stall but mine to check if there was somebody in here. I had no choice but to sit here and wait it out. "Did you even make sure to-"A girl said before being pushed up against a wall."Don't worry my princess.if this is how we have to be together I will do whatever it takes."the boy says in a deep tone. I look to see a blue haired boy and a girl with white hair with blue and purple tips. they look like fifth graders. The bell rings and they flooded out with one last kiss goodbye. When they leave I run out and bolt to my next class in a rush. I wasn't late but almost.I quickly sat down in my seat. I didn't sit with Nathan like i usually do though. He looked at me then frowned. I almost cried. Did I hurt him? I honestly don't know why I even care any more. Its not like he has the same feelings as me. I don't realize it but I'm crying silent tears. This is too much for me. My sisters are still in the hospital. My mom is not home. My dad left. And now the only other person made me feel heartbroken and I think I did the same to him.My life is falling apart.(Keep in mind you are in 3rd Fricken grade people lol) I have nobody right now. The bell rings again. I didn't even pay attention. I saw that girl again she didn't see me but I felt like she knew about my presence.She lifted her head. I ran to the bathrooms once more. These girls were there doing there make up. Uhhh why though.(I'm sorry if you wear make up at elementary school)Whose parents let them do this plus have a MK bags well one of them did. The others were almost equally pretty.

This girl look like a leader to them.

This was the girl on the left she was SUPER pretty this probably a girl Nathan would like.

The next girl on the right look equally as pretty as the others.But she was struggling to be in that big mirror because the others were hogging it. I heard the bell ring again. I just missed a class. What is wrong with me. The girls weren't leaving though. Am I stuck here."Guys can we leave im sooo hungry!?"The girl begs."Fine fatty!"The one in the middle scolds. Did she just take that?The one on the right speeds out while the others walk with a flare. I ran out to quickly though. The two saw me and turned around."Uhg were you watching us. Wow what a perv!"The girl with brown hair smirks."N-no I was using the bathroo-" I said being cut off with a slap. I quickly reach for my face like an instinct."Don't lie to me!" the girl demands.She knew it.The blonde girl hits me again but this time harder."Say somthing!" the girl demands pulling my hair."I-im N-not lying." I protest with tears forming.Maybe I shouldn't have said that. One of the girls kick ad me in my gut. I was on the floor in pain.They laughed histaricly. I don't know how long it was. But they kept hitting me no matter how many times I apologized or how many times I begged. Just hit after hit but I took it. I walked out after the bell rang. It was 3:20 in the afternoon. How long was I out? I don't think Nathan even noticed to be honest. I'm nothing to nobody. I ran to my home room and grabbed my stuff like I was always there. I quickly threw on my sweatshirt and put some of my hair in my face.Ethan looms at me and waves. I wave back and fake smile. He waved the next time but to his direction."hey y/n how have you been. I didn't see you a lot today." he said with a sad expression.is he worried about me? I don't see why though. "Uh yeah I have been fine just under the weather I guess." I quickly answer.
"Oh well I hope you feel better!" he says.
I fake smile again. Why can't I can't I shake this feeling. Am I .......suicidal? No it can't be. Why haven't I noticed it. I can't believe it. Why do I just wanna die. Why do I wanna go away forever. I can't make it leave me alone.GET OUT OF MY HEAD!I throw my hands on my eyes. I start to silently cry again. Im such a wimp. I feel arms around wrap around me. I am held in a tight embrace. Nathan was hugging me. I just let him. I couldn't be alone at a time like this. I needed somebody.  My name is called out of school early again. I meet my mom in the car.

We sit there silently in the car then drive back to the hospital 
"So how was your day?" my mom asks akwardly." it was ok! How about you?" I say letting our awkward conversation go on.

We stay silent for a while. We finally reached the hospital.  I look up. Now i feel bad uhhg!