Little Game // Verkwan fanfic [Completed]

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// boa is slaying just saying

This is truly one big mess. Being friends with benefits with Vernon and staying quiet about it has made me crazy. I'm coming addicted, I feel like I need more of his body. And the most fucked up thing is

I'm falling in love. 

I'm starting to have feelings against my friend. 

But what to do when Vernon just wants some fuck and not love?

I'm again stressed. I have been since the day at the restaurant, two weeks. 

"Seungkwan, what do you think? Should we add this line here?" Woozi asks, and I wake up to this world. Oh yeah, the new song. 

"Hm, yeah, it's good", I haven't even seen it and Woozi looks at me raising his other brow. I look at him amused. 

"Um, are you okay? You have been spacing out recently", he says, not even hesitating. I just nod as answer and take better look at the lines. "Seungkwan, have you slept enough?"

"Yeah I have hyung, just let it be. Continue", I'm getting kind of pissed, since everyone in the group is always asking if I'm okay or why do I have some marks in my body. And I always have to make lies and excuses to explain some bullshit. Vernon though looks like he handles everything perfectly. I shake my head to get him out of my mind again. 

I hear yells from the hallway and look at the door. "Vernon, I said this thousand times!" those words wake my interest. They are coming from Seungcheol. I get up from the chair and rush to the hall, seeing Vernon almost running away from Seungcheol, looking like a teenager and his angry dad. 

"Yeah yeah! Always the same thing! I don't care what you say! Why can't you just confess to Jeon-" 

"Stop it right now! You know that we are not allowed to date other members!"

"And I'm not dating! C'moon, I can have little fun, can I?" Vernon faces finally Seungcheol who has been chasing him around the halls. I see Hoshi and other performance team members gathering there too, to check what is going on. 

"Vernon, you act like a child! Tell him that this is going to stop!"

That's when I join the conversation. "Tell what is going to stop and to who?" I walk closer making their heads turn to me. They both give me a look like they have seen a ghost. 

"Se-seungkwan.. What did you hear?" Seungcheol starts, and Vernon groans loudly. He comes to me taking my wrist and starts pulling me away from others. Seungcheol shouts something after us but it doesn't seem to affect Vernon in any way. 

"Vernon! What is happening?" I ask when we get to the empty room at the dorm, away from the others. Vernon looks furious and he steps a little in front of me, before turning and sighing deeply. 

"Listen, Seungcheol is being an asshole, don't believe him. He tells lies to me!" the boy in front of me turns again raising his voice and then he kicks the trash can next to the wall. 

I gulp. He is scary when he is mad like this. 

"How can he say that I can't do those things to you? Why does he have to pretend he is my dad or something?" I'm just listening in silent what Vernon explains but I'm just so confused that I need explanation. 

I take his hand to my hand stopping him. "Vernon, relax. Just tell me what the hell is going on?" my voice is staying down, even if I want to shout and raise my voice. He looks at my eyes and bits his bottom lip. 

And that's when I see something weird to Vernon to do. He is crying.

One tear falls to the ground and Vernon leans to me, hiding his face to my shoulder and hugging me from my waist. I tap his back and hug him trying to comfort the sad boy. Something is definitely wrong now because Vernon is crying. Like, he never cries. 

He sobs making some sound to the silent room. "Take your time...", I whisper to his ear.

Vernon turns silent in a minute and lifts really slowly his head a little. But I don't still see his face. He bites my neck roughly, making me squek. "Vernon, not now.. Please", I push him away from his shoulders, but he ain't moving anywhere. He is in my neck making me whimper more. 

I decide to give up again. This seems to take Vernon's thoughts away. 

My legs are trembling a little when Vernon grabs my butt pulling me closer. 

"Seungkwan..."

So we ended up doing it again, now in the empty room. Vernon was rough like he was relieving his anger on me. I didn't mind a lot. 

It took my stress away too. 

But later thinking, it did hurt. 

I look myself at the mirror in the next morning. I look so tired again and now everything just makes my head dizzy.

Does Seungcheol know? 

What happened to Vernon?

Vernon didn't told me. 

So, I guess I'm coming to ask the 'dad'. 

I hear the bathroom door open and I turn to see Jeonghan. He smiles at me but his smile goes down when he looks at my neck. Hickeys.

"Seungkwan..." I'm waiting him to scold me and ask guestions.

"..Why are you letting Vernon use you like this?"

How does he know?!