Hello there, twig here and i have something to say, i might go on hiatus as i just can't continue typing this book with a smile on my face anymore. I have to be honest. my depression is getting worse as i feel a lot more useless everyday and angry at myself for being such a dumbass and failing school, and to make it even worse the counselors and teachers at my school treat me like i'm some fucking vegetable just because i have cerebral palsy. On top of that, i cried in my history class as i felt like such a fucking failure. I am also currently struggling with low self-esteem issues as i always feel like i'm not even going to pass the 9th grade due to failing grades. I also had the thought of self harm yesterday. I want friends to help me and never want counselors to know as they would probably put me on meds or kick me out for not getting grades up or worse send me to some mental hospital, which i don't need. Today i didn't say that to my friends on amino as that would've sent them into a frenzy but i told them my depression worsened and they immediately started blaming themselves and getting into drama WHICH IS NOT WHAT I WANTED TO HAPPEN AS I FUCKING HATE DRAMA, But yeah i'm just a mess atm. which is exactly why i'm going on hiatus. i hope you guys understand. twig out for a while.
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