Not this time

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I was so happy when I finally got a chance to talk to you. It was like heaven when you open your mouth to speak. With the reddish lips you have, and so angelic voice, I know that that very moment... You stole my heart inside of me...

You are so beautiful, with that perfect body that every man will go crazy to get you... With a pointed nose and sexy eyes, you can easily seduce everyone...

Girls loves you because of your attitude. You are so kind, pleasant, and very humble even with your credentials...

You never left my mind even we just talked once...

I did everything to get close to you... And I was thankful because you let me be part of your circle...

I started courting you, and we dated for almost 8 months...

And I was like the happiest guy when you finally gave me the best gift you can give... A "Yes". Yes as your boyfriend...

Everyone in our field is so happy to see us together... They called us "the perfect couple"...

We were so happy back then... Indeed a perfect couple...

But every beginning has an ending...

I fought for you...

I gave everything to protect you..

I ignored you sometimes, not because I don't love you, because you know that I am deeply and madly in love with you, but because of something...

It is about to end...

But you...

You left me...

You hurt me...

You did not fight for us...

You did not let me tell you everything...

"I'm done with it Shaun. Pagod na ko. I understand why you are like that. And I guess I'm not your priority, nor part of your priorities." She said while I'm still shocked why we get to this talk. I know I got busy, but this...

"W-wait. What are you talking about, babe? Enlighten me please, 'cause honestly, I didn't like where this talking will go." I said frustratedly. I really don't understand her. One time we are so happy and then this... What's happening to her? I can't understand her.

I tried to reach for her hands but she pushes me and started talking nonsense things again.

"I have loved you, Shaun. And yes, maybe I'm not yet over you, but guess what? This relationship is not working anymore. You're so busy with your work to the point that you did forgot me!" She said crying... And like her, I was crying too... Afraid that this is real...

" let me fix everything first , babe. Please!" My voice is shaking bacuse of the flood waters running through my eyes...

"Please, babe! And I'll tell you everything. And after all of this... We will back to normal again." I was hoping that she'd listen...

"Now your telling me as if its not your work that is getting you forget me. And you cannot tell me the real reason? Why then, Shaun? I am your girl friend. I have the right to know why of all sudden you got cold to me?" She shouted out of frustration ...

"I'll fix it babe. Please, don't leave me. Not now, not ever." I'm scared to hell... I don't know what to do. If my life is normal, maybe we will never get in to this situation...

She smile... A weak one. And that very moment, I know in myself, that the love of my life is done with it...

She didn't let me fix it first... I tried to fix it as early as I can... And when its finally done...

She's gone...

No where to find...

With no words... Hi! Hello!... Nothing.

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