We know you'd be with us today if Heaven wasn't so far away

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        (replay song if it finishes until you finish this chapter for a better experience)                                    //5 years later//

Medlody's POV

I am here alive. The only survivor in the train hijacking 5 years back now at the age of 14. Well and healthy However, the pain will never go away. Today is the death anniversary of my father. 5 years later and I still cannot get over his death the pain is way too much to bear. The guilt weighs on my back everytime I think of him. It's like a sack rocks each time being added onto the load whenever I think of him. Well my mum and my grandad were the only family I had left with me. My grandmother died when my mum was at the age of  8 in a car accident However, from what I have heard she was a wonderful woman with great and loving enthusiasm. 

// The next Day //

I was seriously dreading going to school but what can you do. I rolled out of bed checking my phone to realize..I WAS LATE TO SCHOOL! I fell off my bed and scrambled to my bathroom, brushed my teeth and had a quick shower, threw on my school uniform running downstairs and tripping over my own feet only to see my grandfather. Laying lifelessly on the ground and my mother with a gun pointed directly at her head and her kneeling down infront of 3 armed men pleading with them asking them for their mercy and what could I do? Just stand there. Scared out of my whits. NO! I told myself. NOT AGAIN! I quicky sprinted upstairs, hid underneath my bed and dialed the police and ambulance However, by the time they came... IT. WAS TOO. LATE. Am I now an orphan? Chosen to look after myself? HOW COULD I LET THIS HAPPEN! 

I CAN NEVER EVER FORGIVE MYSELF I sobed for the rest of the day.

I CAN NEVER EVER FORGIVE MYSELF I sobed for the rest of the day

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Forever alone.

It's always my fault.

I'm useless.

It should've always been me.

Never the ones who I loved and cherished.

I know they'd be with me today. If hevean wasn't so far away...




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