Hanging around Angel so much made our friendship grow and we became closer than we had ever been. Angel, Michael, and Fernando were fifteen years old and freshmen while me, Rachel, and Jenna were sixteen and sophmores. Soon i started catching feelings for Angel. I never thought I'd like someone younger than me but something made me attractrated to him he was just different and he liked me too everyone knew that though. But I didn't tell anyone dat i liked him for a while.
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2 week later...
"Jessica! I have to tell you something, but you can't tell anyone" said Jenna.
"Okay what is it?"
"I have a crush and you won't believe who it is"
"Omg tell me! Who!?"
"Angel"
"Awww really?"
"Yeahh."
(I kinda knew it was him but I was really hoping it wasn't)
Even though I liked him I tried to help her get wih him because if anyone knew I liked him none of us would have gotten him so I let her have him even though it was killing me on the inside.
"I told Angel I liked him" Jenna stold me two weeks later
"Ooooo what did he say"
"He just said aww but I hope he likes me too"
"Me too"
The only people I had told about liking Angel were my best friend for ten years; Justin (who had crushed on me for years but had a girl friend at the moment) and my other best friend; Bianca who i had only known for a few months. I trusted them both.
After a while another one of my friends Aly who lived in Angel's same building thought I liked him and so did my sister and mom and other best friend Jennifer but I denied it because I couldn't risk Jenna finding out .
After a while I got feelings for Justin but I let those go quickly because he had a girl friend I couldn't let Angel go I wanted him so bad but I knew that we couldn't ever happen and I knew how bad Jenna was hurting because he didn't like her back. Jenna said she didn't like him anymore but everyone knew she did and she said she was trying to forget about him but it was hard and I knew exactly how she felt..
Me and Angel texting..
Jessica guess what?
What?
I'm going to DR this summer in like two weeks"
No don't go I'm going to miss you dude
Stop calling me dude
So what do I call you?
Babe ;]
Lml fine I'm going to miss you babe
Im going to miss you too
You better not forget about me while your gone
Of course not how could I forget about my baby
Awwwwww
I love you baby
I love you too babe
- I felt bad about how we talked with our cute names and all because of Jenna but i couldn't help it I just liked him so much and the fact that he felt the same way but that we coulndn't be together made me feel even worse.
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Me and Erica stopped being friends because we had this huge argument and she said that I was a backstabber and many more things when I had been loyal to her since the beginning and was always there for her when no one else was. I then lost the little respect i had for her because she dated Jason's brother a year back then dated his cousin Franklin and now is with Jason. I had also lost respect for Jason but at the end I let it go. Everyone then gave Erica a theme song... Crew Love by Drake because she was loving the crew ;)
I thought why should I be mad over something they're doing when they're making themselves look bad and they don't even care. i didn't say anything to Jason and we barely even spoke and I told Erica off and told her I didn't approve of all that she had been doing but that I didn't care anymore, it wasn't worth my time.
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I'm soo sorry that I've taken so long to update but now that school is over I'll have much more time for you guys. I hope you guys have been enjoying my story so far. I'm trying my best.
Teaser: What happens with Jenna and Angel? Or Jessica and Angel? Hmm...
Update: In a few days... Possibly tomorrow
