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the last day i've seen you was 3 months ago. how are you doing? are you fine as usual? did you found yourself a girlfriend? does your mind ever think of me? i know i'm nothing to you but at least we were friends. we sat beside each other everyday. we saw each other everyday. but we were afraid to start a conversation early in the morning except if you're excited to tell me something. but thats seldom. i miss how you call me. you didn't have special names for me but every time you call my name, i feel chills around me. but i always play dumb as if my earphones were too loud but no. i made you walk beside my desk and look at me. never in my life i could see you straight in the eyes for 2 years i known you. every time i tried, it makes me nervous and i could easily stutter but i don't want to look weak so i chose to look somewhere else and kinda ignored you. but you still didn't care. you even took a chair and sat beside or in front of me. as usual i became excited. we talked while we played our phones. little that you know i didn't really payed attention to what i was doing. i was paying attention to you. listening all the things you say as my fingers look somewhat busy typing. i laughed at every joke you made. i smiled at the silly things you do. i blushed when you winked at me. but now, its all gone. its like all the things we've done together was just yesterday and it became weeks. weeks became months. months became years. i miss you. i tried to get a boyfriend to distract myself from you but it was trash. he was trash but not you. i broke up with him because he cheated on me but what if we were together? i know you wouldn't cheat. and i know you would treat me good. but nah. i planned not to confess to you cause being rejected is painful and i don't wanna hate you. people say you're loyal but no girls were really into you. i could say the same. but what I'm attracted about you is your heart. it's beautiful. and i hope you stay just like that.
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