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*Jacobs POV*

The next day

I was awoken but the sun streaming in through the gap in my curtains. Groaning loudly I rolled over into my stomach to hide my face in the hope of falling back to sleep and back into the dream I was having.

I dreamt about Ren all night which wasn't a surprise to me considering from the minute I saw her she's taken up permanent residence in my brain.

What surprised me what how real the dream felt, if I hadn't known better I would have sworn they were memories. I dreamt we were together and I told her everything and she still loved me for who I was, we were kissing on first beach, sitting around a bonfire with her wrapped up in my lap, I carried her on my back as we explored the woods with the other guys and their girlfriends, we were sitting around the table eating dinner and laughing with my dad, Sam and Emily.

It all just felt so right, a wave of disappointment hit me as I realised it was nothing but a dream and that I'd never really felt that kind of happiest in the real world. But I only met her yesterday there's still time to make all of those dreams reality right?

Getting out of bed I looked at the clock on my nightstand 9:40 I still had loads of time to get ready and eat before heading to Sams. I didn't have patrol today but I needed to talk to Paul about Ren. As much as it pissed me off he was who she was most comfortable around and I needed to be on his good side if I was gonna get anything out of him.

After getting out of the shower and pulling on a pair of cut offs and a shirt heading to the kitchen where my dad was sitting in his chair. Pouring myself a cup of coffee I took a seat at the table.

I hadn't told my dad about Ren yet I knew he'd be happy for me I just don't know how much of his excitement I could have handled yesterday.

"Bella called for you Jake" My dad said as he placed his mug down on the table in front of him.

My dad had mixed feeling about Bella he liked her because she was his best friends daughter and he's practically been around her whole life, but in the other hand he -just like everyone else- didn't like the "relationship" that me and Bella had.

Hearing Bella's name would normally have filled me with excitement and I would have already left the house by now. But today I strange feeling of guilt washed over me and more confusingly I wasn't sure if it was towards Bella or Ren.

My dad noticing I hadn't said anything yet looked up at me with a raised brow."Well aren't you gonna call her back?"

Shaking my head I answered "Umm no, not right now anyway I have to talk to you about something"

His brow relaxed for a second before becoming furrowed in confusion "Should I be worried?"

Once again shaking my head, a huge smile placed on my lips as I told him "Dad yesterday at Sams I imprinted"

My dads face suddenly lit up. A broad smile appearing as he tried to contain his excitement "Jacob, my boy! I'm so happy to hear it, well who is she?"

"Her name is Ren she just moved here with her mom, she got lost in the woods yesterday and Paul brought her to Sams. Dad I was amazing the minute I saw her I was like my whole world was different, better, brighter somehow. I feel stronger more powerful all of a sudden"

"Well I can't wait to meet her, but take it slow Jacob! This world is a lot to take in on its own without the bond of imprinting you don't want to scare her off by coming on too strong"

What he said hit me hard, obviously I knew I was gonna have to tell her but suddenly it became really daunting. Sure in my dream she accepted me for who I was but that's just a dream what if she thought I was a monster. What if she was scared of me and what I was. What if she didn't want to know me.

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