His Love Will Last Forever

*7*

I lay there unconscious.

"Can you hear me?,hello can can you listen to me?"I hear only voices.

My eyes went blurry but I could feel someone was shaking me.

Next thing I know was , being carried by someone but I couldn't see the face.

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I wake up with heavy head.

I press my temples hard.

It's really painful and I feel like being hit by a truck.

I see the surrounding and realize it is my room but from what I remember is I was in the market.

I Know it has started again.

The Pain.

When I was 14 , I was heading to school .

On my way I was introduced the same pain in my chest but it wasn't painful as now.

It was the first time.

I somehow got rid of it.

I didn't care much. I didn't tell Mom either.

Our financial condition wasn't good. I kept it within myself.

Being a fourteen year old girl I already knew about the world.
Only money matters and it was hard for someone like us where only a mother and a daughter lived.

Yeah, the world can be a nasty place. It looks unfair on so many things.

But it doesn't surprise me .

I was only fourteen but my concept was already made.

I cannot be selfish when my mom is working day and night for me.

It started coming again between every 4 months of gaps.

I was 16 when the pain started again but after that the pain didn't return in year.

I thought it was over.

But I was wrong. I never told my mom . I was scared.

I Know she will be worried. There is already so much in life she has gone through.

No ,I will never let her know.

I don't want to see any doctor either.
You must Know why.

What scared me was the blood.

Previously it was only the pain in heart but the blood, I don't have any idea.

I don't wanna think about it .

I play music on my phone.
Music soothens my mind.

I slid out of the bed.

I stand up and start jumping up and down.

I do some exercise moves.

When I got the pain first time. I started doing exercises.

I thought It would help me. So, from then onwards I do it regularly. Just for my own good.

Someone knocks ,I know it was mom.

I open the door and as soon as I open she pulls me into a hug.

We stay like that " You scared me Jennifer" tears spill from my eyes I see hers are coming out too.

I wipe my tears not wanting to show her. I try to act cool as possible.

I never wanted to make her cry.