I lay there unconscious.
"Can you hear me?,hello can can you listen to me?"I hear only voices.
My eyes went blurry but I could feel someone was shaking me.
Next thing I know was , being carried by someone but I couldn't see the face.
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I wake up with heavy head.
I press my temples hard.
It's really painful and I feel like being hit by a truck.
I see the surrounding and realize it is my room but from what I remember is I was in the market.
I Know it has started again.
The Pain.
When I was 14 , I was heading to school .
On my way I was introduced the same pain in my chest but it wasn't painful as now.
It was the first time.
I somehow got rid of it.
I didn't care much. I didn't tell Mom either.
Our financial condition wasn't good. I kept it within myself.
Being a fourteen year old girl I already knew about the world.
Only money matters and it was hard for someone like us where only a mother and a daughter lived.Yeah, the world can be a nasty place. It looks unfair on so many things.
But it doesn't surprise me .
I was only fourteen but my concept was already made.
I cannot be selfish when my mom is working day and night for me.
It started coming again between every 4 months of gaps.
I was 16 when the pain started again but after that the pain didn't return in year.
I thought it was over.
But I was wrong. I never told my mom . I was scared.
I Know she will be worried. There is already so much in life she has gone through.
No ,I will never let her know.
I don't want to see any doctor either.
You must Know why.What scared me was the blood.
Previously it was only the pain in heart but the blood, I don't have any idea.
I don't wanna think about it .
I play music on my phone.
Music soothens my mind.I slid out of the bed.
I stand up and start jumping up and down.
I do some exercise moves.
When I got the pain first time. I started doing exercises.
I thought It would help me. So, from then onwards I do it regularly. Just for my own good.
Someone knocks ,I know it was mom.
I open the door and as soon as I open she pulls me into a hug.
We stay like that " You scared me Jennifer" tears spill from my eyes I see hers are coming out too.
I wipe my tears not wanting to show her. I try to act cool as possible.
I never wanted to make her cry.
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