Ill take all your pain away part 1 TomTord

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(Hey guys this is a warning this has people with Anxiety and who cuts so you have been warned.Anways I hope you anyjoy.)

Tom's Pov

You know it's sad.It's sad to see how much this world tearing  people up.It's either the world makes you sad,angry,confused or your just a lucky person with no pain.That's why I love my job.I'm sad of the world ,but I can help others not feel that way.I'm a therapist's and I'm proud of it.

Tord's Pov

Today was one of the worst days of my life. Today I had to see a therapist's.I hate my life and everything what comes with it.I'm a 20 year old man I can take care of myself! I was walking home from collage.It was also raining just great! I saw a car start to slow down beside me.It was my parents great. Paul rolled down the window."Well will you look at this!" He laughed at me as I heard Pat yell at him. "Do you want a ride to our house? We haven't seen ya in a while." I heard Pat say nervously. "Sure why not it's better than walking in the rain." I opened the back door getting in. Pat handed me a towl to dry off with.I started to dry myself off as I heard Paul say something. "What are you doing walking in the rain kid? I thought you had a car?" "Oh yeah my car is in the repair shop.I hit a deer and it busted my head lights out ,it also cracked my window." Paul laughed started to laugh.Let me tell you Paul's not the freshest apple in the tree.(If you don't know what that means ,it means he is not very smart.) So I don't see why he is laughing at me"Paul thats not funny he could have got hurt!....Tord were you ok?" I nodded my head looking out the window. "Hey kid I didn't mean to make ya upset I'm sorry...you ok?" Paul said now feeling sorry. "Yeah I'm fine dad ,I'm just tried." "Well good thing were here!" I sighed opening the door. I was scared to tell them about therapy. What if they tought I was weird.Just like my real parents. Toughts started to flood my mind as I walked in. I ran up stairs to the bathroom.I looked at the mirror and had discuss take over me.I used the hair jell sitting on the sink.Once I was done I washed my hands.I looked back at the mirror ,I was still discussed.I was ugly either way.Thats probably why my parents didn't want me.I closed the door as thoughts filled my mind once more.Let me tell you they weren't good thoughts.I slowly started to cry ,I tried to hold it in but it didn't work.I cried silently as I curled up in a corner.I hate being this way ,you know different than others.It's no fair how people can be so happy.Like the kids who bully me at school.They all seem so happy all the time.My chest started to hurt from crying.Not like heart break but actual pain.I held my heart and tried to stop panicking.I was also hibernating for somw reason.I tried not to think bad but.Nothing worked but I knew one thing that would...it would always help me.I walked up to the sink opening one of the cabinet's.I pulled out a small box shaking crazily. I opened the box and saw the blade.I picked it up rolling up my sleeves.I sat back down on the floor.I took the blade to my skin and slid it across.It stung really bad at first ,but then it felt really good.I did this 4 more times on the same arm.Then I went to the opposite arm and did it 5 times.I sighed putting my arms down.I felt better...this always makes me feel better.I jumped  hearing a knock on the door."Hey Tord are you ok? You've been in there for awhile." It was only Pat. "Yeah I'm fine...hey can I take a shower?" "Well of course you go right ahead!" With that Pat left.I stood up and turned on the water.I made sure it was warm before jumping in.I took of my cloths and got in.I washed the blood off ,watching it go down the drain.It stung as hot water hit the cuts.Oh great I'll have to fix my hair again.Ok whatever I don't care.What I'm worried about now is the therapist.Oh what a surprise I'm worried.I grabbed the shampoo washing off my hair.I can't wait to see what happens when he sees this.Wait who said he had to see this.I'll just put my hoodie on like as usual.I washed off my body ,and stood in the shower a little bit longer.It was relaxing so why not. I got out grabbing a towl drying off.I fixed my hair once more.I put on my cloths and walked out."Hey Paul what time is it?" I asked hoping I wasn't late now. "It's 4:40pm why ask kid?" "I have to be somewhere at 5:00pm ,can I barrow the car." I heard Paul was about to speak ,but Pat covered his mouth. "Of course Tord you better hurry you don't want to be late!" I grabed the car key sitting in the table and ran out the door.I got into the car as quick as possible and drove off quickly.
Can't wait for this...

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