I stood there looking at his phone. completely and utterly shocked. I tried to say something but no words came out. My eyes widened with fear as I knew that there was no way that he could have faked this. Mostly because he had one of those old flip phones that you cant really edit or change anything with. For someone that was so popular he was pretty poor, but that just made me love him more. I slowly look up at him too scared to look around wondering how many people were there too see that.
I could feel the color draining out of my face as Jake smiling face turns to worry. I would barely make out the mumble that he was saying, but i think he said " Are you okay?" But next thing i know im falling into his arms. I see people scurrying around me and huddling to see what is wrong. The little mumbles from their voices soothes me into a soft sleep as the darkness completely takes over my eyes.
I wake up to my mom sitting on the bed next to me her blonde hair lying perfectly over her shoulders and her blue-green eyes hazing out the window. I couldn't tell but it looked like she had been crying. I slowly try to sit up but my strength wasn't really there. " Mom?" my quivering voice finally gets out. but she wouldn't look at me. I finally get up and out of bed but she still wont look at me. The fear finally hits me when i look down to see that i am still laying in the bed.
A few seconds go by when a couple of knocks sharply hit the door, kind of made me jump a little bit. Jake's face captured my eyes, his beautiful green eyes filled with tears with a couple escaping his eyes grasp every now and then. Broke my heart, I hated seeing him like this. Honestly I have never seen him like this before. " How she doing?" his voice filled the silent room and shocked the sobbing woman next to me. Her eyes look so tired and full of heart break. I kept telling myself its just a dream and Ill wake up soon, but it doesn't seem to happen.
Several hours seem to go by in an instant, when finally the person that I have been waiting so long for finally shows up. Her face was such a relief to see but it broke my heart seeing her cry. Dixie's sobs filled my ears breaking me out of what little thoughts i was having at the moment.
" What the hell is wrong with you babe? I mean what happened. why did you have to do this to me. No one knows what happened. Jake feels like its all his fault. he thinks that if he never showed you the pictures you never would have passed out like you did. please wake up.. im begging you....." Dixie breaks down into hysterical sobs.
She sits next to me for about a half hour or so then her voice breaks the silence. " I hope you can still hear me, I know those pictures came as a shock but you obviously dont remember what happened that night so im gonna tell you what happened leading up to that. you came busting into the party which what you seemed to be already drunk but you didnt smell of alcahol. but you jumped on jake and started making out with him and pulling on his clothes, he started to lead you to the room but i thought you were drunk so i told him no and made him put you down. Because something was obviouslt wrong with you but no one knows what, you punched chrissy in the face and grabbed a random guys drink then flashed your tits. I jumped in the way but jake already got a picture. soon after you passed out and i had to drive you home. I love you being all wild and crazy because you never are but you worried me so much! dont you ever do that again..."
And with that she got up and left...
a huge gasp fills my lungs as i wake up in a breaking sweat, cries escape my lips with my mom rushing to my bedside to be with her only daughter.
