It had been 2weeks since I've heard from Omar or even seen him. My heart was aching because on the inside I was missing my husband deeply but what he did to me and my best friend was too far out of line. So I had to put my feelings aside and make the Best choices for my self . My body had gotten better over the past weeks ,so I was able to move and do more for myself than usual. Ding ! Ding! Ding! I heard my phone getting so many notifications and I hadn't been talking to no one so my only choice was to see who was blowing up my phone. It was my husband texting and he had sent me a long damn paragraph that I did not want to read. " ughh what the hell does he want" I whispered to myself. The text said " Hey sweetheart , let me start off by saying I apologize for everything I've done and everything I've been putting you through and I just wish I can go back in time and change what I've messed up. Babygirl I really hope you forgive me for what I've done. I want you back in my life. I miss your beautiful smile , I miss you and how you treat me daily. I'd kill myself if I can't have you. You are the only one who had been there for me when no one else has. Please baby let me make this up to you . I promise to never hurt you again Princess. Remember when we would laugh and cry together because we are like Bonnie and Clyde. You have been on my mind since I've left the house and I just can't find no one as sweet,beautiful and loving like you. I hope you forgive me and let me come over so I can see you". "Why did he have to text me that now I'm feeling guilty and soft hearted but maybe I should let him come over to see what he really has to say" I said to myself. "Yea whatever , actions speak louder than words so you can gladly come over and make love to me and show me how much you're sorry. Let your tongue silently do the talking to my body and we'll see how much I forgive you" is what I replied back to him. In less than 60 seconds he had already respond "On my way". Hmm I knew he missed me but does that mean he really is sorry or is he just saying that to get me back in his life? Do he really mean everything he is saying or am I hurting my self more by taking him back? Lord guide my steps because I am lost and I don't know how to really handle this situation. Yes he is my husband after all but he is not my God and I don't have to put up with his mess. "Knock" "knock" baby it's me. I rushed to the front door and saw my husband standing there with tears in his eyes and a huge smile on his face. I stood there in silence as he picked me up and begin walking me towards the bed. Like the good ole days Omar undressed me slowly and begin kissing on my body. His kisses on my inner thighs were like Heaven and he had me in paradise. Omar kissed on my neck while whispering in my ear "baby you like that" "I love you" . I begin letting out a few tears because I missed him and I really wanted him in my life , I just couldn't deal with what he had been putting me through. After an hour of him making love to me , we laid in the bed together and just begin to talk about our future. "Love of my life you are just so beautiful, no matter what any one else tell you and I just can't wait to try again for another baby so we can start a family" my husband said while rubbing through my hair. Before I could respond my phone began to ring. It was an unknown caller so I was ready to decline the call but something told me to answer it. "Hello? Hellooooo? It sounded like some ghetto chick so I was thinking she had the wrong number. "Yes how may I help you" I replied. "Yo man name Omar" she said. "Yes it is" I replied while glancing over at Omar. " Well me and yo fake wanna be husband been messing around and I wanted to just let you know that . I had screenshots and pictures from Me and him a couple weeks ago. Also heffa I wanted to let you know that dog ass nigga got me pregnant and he gonna take care of my baby so Bye"............