This is probably the 10th time he asks me this question since Niall told us that he planned his birthday party in a big pub where all his friends and family will be there. Since Niall said the word "pub" Louis' mood completely changed and he kept asking me if we really have to go.
-Yes baby.. we have to go it's our best friend and he wants us to be here to celebrate his birthday
-I know but.. I ... You know... Oh.. never mind
He hides inside the blankets like a little baby scared of something. It makes me sad to see him like this usually he is always so happy and so flamboyant and energetic now he seems so silent he hasn't said a word all day and now he seems stressed. I know how he feels I don't want to force him if he doesn't feel ready to go it's okay. Louis had a dark and sad past with pubs , parties alcohol and all that. He promised to not drink anymore and today his flashbacks are reminding him those awful years he wanted to forget. I feel him so much he literally worked so hard to let go all these shits that ruined his life and now he had to go there again it's not easy for me to see him suffer and not easy for him. I get closer to the bed , slowly take off the blankets and see my little man looking at me with sad eyes. My heart was slowly breaking I hate looking at those sad eyes. I hold him in my arms tightly and cuddle his hair. Louis might sound strong and he is the one who always protect me but he's a baby after all. My little baby I kiss his soft hair and hold his face in my large arms and say
- listen baby... If you really can't we can stay here at home watching movies eating pop corn and I'll tell Niall that we couldn't come. Don't eat yourself in the inside I know those bad memories are coming to your mind again but it's the past love. It's over ... And I won't let you go there I'll be next to you.
He softly smiles , cuddles my cheek and say
- it's selfish from me to not go to Niall's birthday party . He is always so loyal and supportive. I'll go with you but I'll stay just an hour I can't take that place anymore. And no drinks for me.
- alright baby just an hour . No drinks . You're a strong baby I love you
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I kiss his lips and let him get ready. I already started wearing my clothes. I decided to put jeans and a black shirt with little white hearts on itI won't do anything on my hair I love my wild curls. I wear my rings out some black nail polish and wait for Louis in the living room but I get a phone call from our birthday boy
- HELLO HARRY! WHERE YOU GUYS!
- we're coming Niall! Don't tell me you are already drunk c'mon Niall it's just 10 P.M stop drinking
- OH CHILL OUT MAN IT'S A BIRTHDAY PARTY I'M NOT DRUNK JUST DRUNK SOME VODKA
