wrong expectation

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☮ Eight ☮

M a r c e l

Mars. Could you come to my house at 4? I'm going out at 6. Party at Josh's house ;)

I typed my answer before sending the text.

Okay.

Now, I have three people to text on my phone. It's an improvement I must say. I'm starting to socializing. If you could call a text is socializing. It confuses me already. I sighed as I placed my phone back in my pocket.

I'm not a fan of phones anyway. Instead I got my "To kill a mocking bird" book out. It's a really brilliant book which was written with splendid plot and interesting. I've decided that it's best for me to spend more time in reading because there seems to be nothing I can do but read.

I checked on my watch and I see that I still got an hour to read. I make myself a cup of tea, and extra fifteen minutes for self-pity. Time does fly fast when you waste your life like the way I do. After reading five or maybe more chapters it's time to go to Tabitha's house. I fixed my glasses and took my bag, heading to my grandpa's car which I think I could call mine now.

After a good fifteen minutes of ride. I arrived safe and sound at her house. I walk right through the door which of course she had let me in first. "Did you wear that shirt yesterday?" She scoffed. "Oops, bad habits hard to change. Anyway, I was kidding- insulting- um, sorry." She chuckled nervously -it's not like I'm mad anyway- as I mumble an "okay." To her.

I take out our biology text book which consisted of four-hundred pages give it or take (I've counted, I've read it to be exact) "Page 162." I announced and we started studying.

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The clock strikes to 6 and she's off to Josh's party. Of course she took our precious 30 minutes study time to get ready. She should have told me to get here at 3 (so we can finish our lesson). Not that I mind really. She wore her blue dress with the top cut low.

She looked beautiful just like she always does. "How do I look?" She asked as she turned around showing me the back of her dress which shaped with V back. "Beautiful." I honestly replied. She probably a little bit shocked by what I said because she didn't say anything else.

She picked up her small blue purse and checked on her light make up one last time. I don't understand why she felt there is a need on putting up make up- I think she looks prettier without it. But of course my opinion stands next to nothing to her. It's not like I like her more than a friend I might have a crush on her but no hard feelings I hope. "Are you sure you don't want to come?"

I shooked my head, she's been asking the same question trice. I won't show up there looking like a nerd who lost his way back home. Beside I won't have anyone to talk to and it'll be awkward or if Josh saw me he mostlikely will kick me out of his house without blinking. "Have fun." I said with a smile.

She hugged me and smiled warmly after letting me go. "Well, be safe Mars." She probably thought that hugging everyone she considered friend is normal but for me it's surprising and I can feel my heartbeat beating so fast and I can feel my cheek blushed.

When she left I felt as if a part of me regrets that I didn't accpet the inventation and I have no idea why.

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Hi tab

Nothing much to say but

Picture of tabitha on the side

(i sound weird saying it but okay)

you should listen to the song on the side because i told you so :)