Deadly Love (Zeref x Reader)

Exchanging Secrets

Your pov.

We got to the place where the grand magic games are held. As we walked we all heard stuff about our guild. We all are mad, but Natsu wanted to beat the heck out of them. I put my hand on Natsu's shoulder.

"Hello there. " we looked and saw the master with everyone else from the guild.

"Master? What are you all doing here?" Erza asked.

"We all came to cheer you guys on of course! " Mira shouted. They kept on talking and I zoned out.

I looked up at the sky. I wish Zeref was here. I know everyone see's him as a bad person, and I've done all my research, but he's not as bad as everyone thinks he his. I miss him. I fell in love with him.

"Y/n, earth to y/n. " I saw them all waving their arms around in my face. I shook my head.

"Sorry. " I said and looked down.

"Come on y/n how about we explore?" Natsu said.

"Make sure all come back before midnight. " Erza said and I was dragged along with Lucy, Natsu, and Happy.

"There's a fight! " someone shouted. Natsu ran me into the crowd. We saw two guys. One had blonde hair, and the other had raven colored hair.

"What do you say y/n? Let's fight them next. " he said.

"I really don't want to... " I was cut off.

"Hello. " someone said. I looked down and saw an exceed in a pink frog costume. He looked so adorable. I bent down to his level.

"Hi. " I said.

"Are you sad? " he asked.

"Huh? No I'm not I'm always like this." I said. He spread open his arms and smiled.

"I want a hug. " he said. He was so adorable I couldn't resist.

I was about to hug him but I stopped. I didn't want anything bad to happen to him. I stood up and the other two guys with the other exceed stared at me.

"N-Natsu, can we go now? " I asked.

"Huh? Why? Aren't you going to hug the frog? " he asked.

"Natsu we need to go. " I said and tugged on his sleeve.

"No hug? " the exceed asked. Tears formed in his eyes.

"N-no please don't cry. " I said. I felt like crying. He ran to guy with raven hair that was covering half of his face.  I ran out of the crowd and ran around.

"Y/n wait! " I heard Happy shout. But I kept running. I had no idea where I was. But them I remembered the place were all suppose to meet up. And Erza had to be there.

Time skips...

"Erza? " I asked. I kept walking and saw her. "Hey Erza. " I said and sat down on a bed.

"Hey y/n. What's wrong, aren't you suppose to be with Natsu and Lucy? " she asked.

"Yeah, but I didn't want to hurt anyone with my bad luck so I came back. " I said. It was silent between us. "Erza, can I ask you a question? " I asked.

"Sure. " she said.

"Do you like anyone? I'm not talking about the friend 'like', I'm talking about love. " I said. Her eyes widened and she stared to blush.

"Maybe, but you can't tell anyone. " she said. She whispered in my ear. "His name is Jellal. " she said.

"Yes. My ship is close to sailing. " I said and she sat down.

"Why you ask? " she asked.

"Jellal was a bad guy, well not really a bad guy since he was being controlled. But everyone else thought he was a bad guy. If you two expressed your feeling to everyone then do you think they would be against it, since he was 'bad'. " I said. She had a blank face.

"Well I don't think they will since they want to see me happy. " she said and looked at me. "Y/n did you fall in love?! " she asked.

"Tch... No. " I said crossing my arms and looking away.

"Y/n tell me. " she said.

"No I'm not in love. " I said.

"Please tell me while no one is here. If not I'm going to bring it up while everyone is here. " she said.

"Promise me you won't tell anybody. No matter what. " I said. She nodded her head. We shook hands as a promise. "Don't get mad or start talking bad about him. " I said. She nodded her head and I whispered in her ear. "Zeref." I said and looked at her reaction. She just laughed.

"That's funny. You know a guy who's also named after Zeref. That's hilarious, but I fell bad for the guys who's name is Zeref. " she said. My grip tightened on the covers and she noticed so she stopped laughing. "Wait the evil one? " I nodded my head. "The one that kills people? The one who has his own book? " I cut her off.

"Please don't talk about him that way! He's not like that I swear! " I said and she looked at me wide eyed.

"Okay y/n I'll stop. And I won't tell anyone. " she said.

"It's almost midnight. " I said and right then and there they all ran in. Gray, Natsu, and Lucy.

"Hey. " Lucy said.

"What's up? " Gray asked.

"We made it on the nick of time. " Natsu said. And then we all went towards the window.

"Let the games begin! " a giant pumpkin head shouted. We all started to run. I knew the way. I am a life dragon slayer so I can tell easily. But they decided to go and follow a compass, and steal maps.

"Um, guys... " they cut me off.

"Not now y/n! Just help us steal maps." Natsu shouted while fighting someone. I sighed and looked down.

Time skips...

"We made! " they shouted. I just stood there. If I tell them now then in the games everyone will know my strategy.

More time skips...

"Why didn't you guys follow y/n?!! " Master shouted.

"Why?" They all asked. I was making a flower bloom. And they stared at me. "Oh... " they all said.

"Hopefully we can all make it up after the next couple rounds. " Master said. I just kept thinking about Zeref. Maybe he'll be out there cheering me on.