The Evil Within-discontinued

Unexpected Events-Part 1

Lucas pov
As everyone from the Silver Moon pack came onto pack lands, the party began. Loud music and voices could be heard all over the pack house and lands. 'God, why did they have to celebrate here? All they ever do is beat me and call me mean names.' "Lucas get your weak ass in here and get us more wine!" Brain yells from the living-room. 'Why can't they just get up and do it themselves?' Reluctantly I go and do what I am told, since if I don't do it I will get one hell of a fucking beating later. Why can't they just leave me the fuck alone, I always have been all alone ever since my mom died. And after that my father had just disowned me, since all he could think about what happened to be all my fault and that I was the one that had killed her. But rouges were the ones to kill her, she was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. My thoughts were interrupted by someone throwing a wine glass at my head. "Oh now look what you have done Lucas, get this mess cleaned up and then leave here. You are just a disgrace to this pack, you should just die. No one will miss you." I got the mess cleaned up, then I just went to my room. Which just so happens to be in the basement. I locked the door then curled up in a ball and cried my eyes out, 'why can't they just see that I am hurting inside with every hurtful word they say?' That's what I thought before I let the darkness consume me.

The next morning I got woke up by the multiple beating sounds on my door, I forgot I locked it last night. I just ignored it and that was a mistake since the next thing I know my door was broken in two by no other than Brain. Lets just say that I was in for some good beatings, first I was drug out by my hair then thrown into the wall. But it did not stop there, I was beat almost to unconsciousness. The next thing I know there was a booming, but sweet voice come from behind me and Brain immediately let me go. As I fell to the floor I could tell that this guy was tall and well built, he picked me up and I could see that his hair was white with hints of black and grey. The only thing I could look at was his beautiful silvery, grey eyes as I was lost in his eyes I could feel that my body was getting weaker and eventually I went limp in his protective arms.

Dream

I was standing in a meadow surrounded by flowers of all types. Out in the distance I could see someone walking towards me. It looked like a women, but something felt wrong, as she was coming closer I could see that she was my mother. "Oh, my beautiful son look at how much you have grown." I was just looking at her in a confused way. "You may be wondering why it is that you can see me. But we do not have much time. You have to make a choice my son, this choice could be your downfall or it will change your life. Only you may choose. Now go my son you have so much to live for." She told me, I was so confused, what choice would I have to make? As I was about to ask her what she meant by having to choice and I would have to choice from, I was woken up by the sound of my name being called over and over again by a husky man's voice.

End Of Dream

As I wake up I can see the man from before looking at me from a chair. I look around to see that I was laying on a bed with black and red sheets. Then the man walks over to me and asks if I am OK. I try to tell him that I am but no words come out of my mouth only breathy groans. He looked at me with concerned eyes, but breathy groans were the only things to come from me. Then a painful feeling spread all throughout my whole body and I fell back on the bed, my breathing was ragged and my heart felt like it was going to come out of my chest. Just as the pain was getting worse there was a voice that I could hear in my head which made my head hurt worse, but just when I thought things could not get any worse I started to hear my bones breaking. All I could do was scream and as my screaming was getting louder I heard someone tell me that I had to let my wolf take control or I would die. Then I heard another voice saying that it was my first shift and having all these voices made the pain even more excruciatingly painful. All the pain became to much and I involuntarily passed out. Now I am standing beside myself and can hear people talking. "Lucas, Lucas please wake up." "Why is he not waking up? Why did he even pass out?" All of the voices seem to be fading away, and now all I can hear are faint mummers. As soon as I open my eyes I can no longer see my feet, but in return there are paws. Wolf paws to be exact, I look around and I can see are faces that show fear and amazement. I start to feel more pain but not as excruciating as the first time, as the pain subsides I can now see that I shifted back to being human.

As they stare at me I cower into the corner, but when someone comes closer to reassure me that its OK all I did was just cower more and whimper. 'Why are they all looking at me like I did something wrong? And why did my hair change colors from brown to white, also my eyes are a purple color instead of hazel?' As I am pondering on these new features a man with a husky voice ordered everyone out. He then came closer to me and I was a little scared because I did not know what he would to to me nor why he had everyone else leave. "I will not hurt you Lucas, you have nothing to fear. You and I are the same, we both have a part to play in the legend." As he was saying this his eyes changed to a purple color like mine but darker. "So I suppose that was your first shift, since you were screaming so much almost like someone was killing you." He said with a bit of sarcasm at the end. And I have to give it to him he does sarcasm very well, it almost made me laugh but then I remember what situation we are in. Me sitting on the floor with my legs up to my chest and naked while he is fully clothed. He seen what I was looking at and he throws a blanket at me, I wrap it around myself.

I want to thank him but every-time I try to say something nothing comes out but air. He notices this and tells me that it is normal to not be able to talk after the first shift, since the body is still trying to get used to the difference between being human or wolf form. 'Why is my body so cold and weak? I know he told me it is due to the way my body is taking the transition of my first shift. But why can't I just have a day without all of the fucking pain and suffering?' As I was pondering on this, I did not catch that he had asked me a question. I was also not aware that he had came closer and had his hand on my shoulder until he started shaking me. "Yo, you ok there kid, you don't look so good? Why don't------------" All of a sudden after he was talking I passed out and did not catch what he was going to say after words.

I would just like to say that I took this down so I could work on it but I am out of ideas and would love to have some of your. This is just some random shit that has been running through my head. If you guys have any ideas and  would like to see it in the story then comment and I will write it. I have started my senior year of high school and am very busy and stressed.