Mine And Only Mine

Chapter 5

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because the reality is finally better than your dreams. 

- Dr. Seuss 

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Life don't always turn out what you expected but for me, it's perfect. I'm a loner in this world. Since I randomly disappeared then I'm guessing I have magic?

Pain.

More pain.

How could someone break me like this? I felt like.....

broken.

Well aren't you already broken, Martha?

I smiled sadly at myself, it seem like people like to destroy me until I break but they don't know I'm already am.

They want me to be forgotten.

I was so caught up in my thought without realizing where am I. Someone taps on my shoulder gently as I turn around to look at them. Behind me, stood a woman whom I have never seen in my life. She smiled at me like a mother would smile at their daughter.

"Child, you're here." She nods her head at me as in an approval way that im worthy of something, "Indeed, this is a right decision." She whispered to herself then look up at me again.

"You have a hard life ahead child. But please, I know you are strong." She pulled me into a hug.

So all I did was just stands there, dumbfounded. Like what the fuck did just happens?

"Do I know you?" I skeptically stared at her, dude, what if she like my mom in different world?

The woman suddenly chuckled and said "No, I am not your mother. I'm your guardian, your protector, your guidance."

"All I need right now it's time."

"I understand." She sprung around and chant some random words, then the next thing I know, I'm in a room and that woman is gone.

"Tell me when you are ready" Her voice suddenly come out of nowhere then disappeared again.

I sighed and sit down on the edge of this huge fancy ass bed.

Wow, Martha. You thought you're life is going to gets better but apparently not. Mate is gone, completely ruin my fucking dream.

Stop being so fucking dramatic.

A voice suddenly pop out in my head, I immediately sit up and look around myself to see if anyone else is still in the room if I haven't noticed.

It's me, in your head.

"Who's me?" This is getting creepy as fuck, like another person is living inside of your body.

Your wolf.

Wow, I have a wolf? So does that make me a werewolf?

Not really

What the fuck? Uh, what's your name?

Razana.

Since the day I found out I have a "wolf" inside me, that sound kind of sexual but who cares, right? I become bestfriend with her, and since the woman whom I met that day. I also found out her name is Layla Woods.

She's half angle and half devil.

So fucking cool right?

Layla trained me how to fights, their history and magic. So basically I'm one of the Mythical creature now.

Razana, my wolf of course, stilled suffering from the lost of her mate. Me?

Well, I moved on already.

I'm fucking fantastic.

Right now, I am currently in a witch house, laying lazily on her bed, eating her food. Basically, I'm homeless since Layla decided to kick me out to gained experienced. Cynthia is a special witch, she's a royalty but sadly got kick out to gain fucking experienced too.

"What the fuck are doing on MY bed?" She screech like cat being steps on but a hint of anger and annoyed in her tone.

"Well, I didn't know you're blind." I shrugged at her, looking her up and down, checking if her eyes fall out of their own bloody sockets, she might need my help to put it back in.

"You dead ass leaved your mate? LIKE LEAVED HIM??" She's been asking me the same question every single day. Since the time I got here, this annoying bitch won't stop asking. Don't get me wrong, I love her and all but she's annoying as hell.

I rolled my eyes at her, "Thia, when are you going to stop asking me this damn question? Yes, I leaved him because he have a fucking girlfriend. I'm not going to be a fucking third wheel in their love life. He's taken. Fucking. Period."

I sighed at my complicated love life.

"But he's your mate, take him back. He BELONGS to YOU. Not that bitch." Her voice deepen as she getting more angrier. "GO. TAKE. HIM. BACK. You dumb bitch."

Well shit, there go the insulting Thia.

"Listen, he's don't belong to me. He's TAKEN. AS IN NOT MINE." I am getting more frustrated, my blood level is rising as my face getting more red remembering what had happened 2 years ago.

I do want him because he's my mate, and why didn't I fight what belong to me?

Why should I? He's already belong to someone else, even though he's my mate, I can't just forced him to love me because we're mate. That's just not fair to him. It is not my decision to make what's best for him, but this is who I am. What is mine is mine, if not then it is not then.

She stormed out the room and said "YOU FUCKING STUPID AS FUCK! GO AND FUCKING SLAM YOUR FACE AGAINST YOUR FOOD TIL YOU DIE" or yelled.

Damn, my friend is nice as fuck.

This is boring, I have nothing to do beside hunt, eat, sleep, and repeating the cycle of talking about my mate and argue over how stupid I am.

The air shift uncomfortable as I felt it.

What the fuck? Did you feel that?

Right. Razana blocked me since I didn't want to find him, now I am completely alone.

I stood up cautiously, sniffing the air. Something definitely wrong, "Thia?" I called out her name to make sure she's still in the house but no response. Fuck.

"You're going with us." With that, I start to feel dizzy and slowly closed my eyes.

I'm in deep shit.

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