Let's start to when I was born .my mom was a teen . She didn't really know how to take care of me but she got the hang of it . Then I have my little sister taniya she's a butt hole .but I love her after a while my dad just went away and I didn't see him for a long time . And that's where my step dad comes in . He helped my mom, and school was hard on the first day there was this girl that would push me around and I was bigger than her . No one would help me then one day a boy smaller than both of us stood up to her he helped me and told me I should never feel that kind of pain. It was weird but at a young age he was the first person I liked my first love. After a while I had to leave and that made me sad I never really ever got to say goodbye . I moved to a new place and I was so happy no more bulling and no more sadness. I was wrong I made my first friend she didn't care how tall I was but then her friends didn't like me and called me stupid and didn't like me because of my color and the way I looked. I cried no one would ever want to be my friend . I just sat at the play ground and hide my sadness and reality in a book of wonders I hide my feelings at 6. Just then a girl held out her hand to me and asked to be my friend it mad me happy. She didn't have he same class at me and didn't talk to me like best friend should I was alone again I would alway stay in the class room instead of going to recess. Time went by and I was in third grade . I saw a girl that I knew get bullied by her friend I went to help her just to get shot down by words but the girl that I helped became my only friend I talked to her all the time but then she left me in the last day of school for the people that we're bulling her. Her comes third grade all my friends left me behind we started to switch classes . I was stuck with all the boys and when we had to pick partners no one wanted to be mine. So one boy ( let's call him Haruka) bravely raised his hand he like everyone else that left me held out his hand to me . I looked away and he smiled and we started to do a project he was so kind and easy to talk to he would always smile at me and help me with my work when I needed it. He was in all my classes until fifth grade. I was scared I had a new friend but she was mean now that I think about it she was like vriska. That when I made a new friend her name is Sofia she is one of the sweetest people ever . Let's skip to middle school I started to have classes with the kind boy (Haruka)again he would mess with me and make me laugh. He had some friends that would call me fat. They said she's big and stuff like that but he thought that thy meant tall. I told him that I hated him for being my friends and not back me up me . They had last class with me and the boy told me to look and he tripped the boy. I giggled and so did everyone else . He growled at the boy and he just smirked . That made it worst on me they started to call me precious and made songs about me . He tried to make it stop but it would. There was this new girl in her class and she was a little creepy her name was Kinsey everyone called her weird and stupid I didn't believe them so I started to talk to her she was a lot cooler than everyone said she became my friend this made me really happy I think I was one of her first friends from here and this was about the time I became very depressed every boy I kinda liked liked my friend liked my friend and it made me mad . I felt stupid . And too make it worst the person I called dad (my step dad) for so long had hurt my family he married my moms cousin .I started to build a wall and didn't let anyone in and I wanted to end my life for so long. I went to a counselor and started to get better and I learned that even though you don't want to tell anyone helps I love to helps others with bulling and wanting to kill themselves I want them to know that I was there I know how it feels and I can help them. My friends started to call me the mama of the group and it just stuck I love to help people with there problems just come and talk to me I won't judge I promise I just want to help people so bad.
