Random Oneshots

"I'm in the wrong body"

I sighed as I openedthe door to my personal "therapist" whom I wentto when I needed help or when I was just lonely. His name was Mikeand I visited him pretty much every day, since the orphanage I wascurrently staying at was not my favorite place. I was actually justsleeping there.

Ilooked around to see men kissing and smiled. I just felt so happybecause they could be themselves in here. They didn't have to hidetheir sexuality and were safe from any homophobes. Thatwasthe main rule. "NOHOMOPHOBES ALLOWED" waswritten in big capitals on the outside of the door I just pushed opena few seconds ago. Thankfully most people who were against any othersexuality than heterosexual didn't even put effort in coming inside.

Ispotted an empty chair on the bar and sat onto it, which apparentlywasn't as easy for me since I was way smaller than the most guys inhere. I sighed quietly before waiting for Mike, the owner of thislgbt+ club. Like the name said, it was not only for gay men, it wasalso for lesbian girls, or bisexual people, or transsexuals, like Iwas one. I didn't like being transsexual. I would have preferred if Ihad just been born into the right body. Into a boys body. Sadly Iwasn't. My parents would have preferred if I hadn't been born at all.They made that clear almost every fucking day by beating me to shitwith either an empty whiskey bottle or my father's belt.

Ishivered and as if I had called him, Mike came around the corner ofthe bar, since it was pretty big already. "Hey Liu, what's up?",he asked with a smile on his face. I returned it and shrugged. "Badthoughts", I said and the corners of my mouth dropped down, justlike my friend's who was looking at me worriedly. "Wanna talk aboutit", he asked and I looked away. He was in a good mood just secondsago. I pinched my nose before looking at him again, then turned tothe bar, nobody wanted to order something, so I sighed and decided totell him. "Life is so hard right now. Everybody at the orphanagecalls me her and she, they found out and tease me about it. Naceyelled at me for 'lying' to her about my gender. She changed it in mypapers. I hate her so much. I hate myself so much", I said, lettingout a heavy sigh and laid my head onto the counter. "Oh, Liu no,don't hate yourself, you can hate her, but not yourself. Never. Ever.Ever. You understand me? Please don't do that again to me please",Mike pleaded. I didn't even want to think back at what I tried to doback then...

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