Soul Revival

The Pain

Pain is just a beautiful reminder
That you're still alive
You're alive
The innocence
You can see it in her eyes
Shes scared
That shes gonna be hurt again
Each tear fell
Standing for every time she was hurt
Crying for hours on end
Thinking and thinking and thinking
Falling
Falling faster and faster with every tear
No one sees
The voices in her head
They yell and yell
Giving her headaches
Yet they wisper
Each scar
A reminder
That shes still alive
But shes not
Shes just an entity in a body
That can feel the pain
Can hear the pain
Kraves the pain
She never lives
Because of the people in charge
The ones who run her life
Who tell her whats right
And whats wrong
Shes so confused
Between two different worlds
Her and them
Will she be herself?
Or the perfect daughter
Who attends church regularly
Who always is sweet, and kind
Or who she is
To love who she wants
To be who she wants
But its not ok
To them
Shes a freak
To everyone shes insane
No one really cares
They just want to "fix" her
They are scared she will change their world
That she will take over
So they break her
They hurt her
They brand her the school whore
They push her to the cliff
Telling her to jump
Telling her she shouldn't be alive
Shoudn't have been born
Shes falling
Like before
Shes happy
For no one will punish her for who she is
For her being herself
She was never the right one
She was the one who died
The one who fell on purpose
They just wouldn't let her not fall
If they loved her
They would have noticed
They would have helped
But no one did
And the pain
The beautiful pain
Ended
As her life did
Each tear falling
For each one is falling from someone who cared
Who could have helped
But only listened to beliefs
They see her body
Laying on the ground
And think
What have I done...
See that day not only has her life ended
But the pain
The pain that reminded her
Of who she was
Of who she could have been
The pain
The pain is what drove her mad
And the pain
Is the one to be blaimed
Which was caused by the stupid humans
With their stupid words
It was their fault she died