Pain,people say you have no idea of the concept of pain. But they are only to wrong. The i have felt for the last 7 years has burned so strongly and violently it has been hard to control, people have no clue what floats in my head or what i feel . Why you may ask , why don't you talk to someone about it ? A simple answer to that is that will not solve the problems i have. Most people think its not easy , well to be honest they are right but they are also so wrong . It is a grueling life of pain and Shadow that i keep behind a mask that is rarely taken off . If they felt only a fraction of what i feel day in , day out . They may actually understand my sodden out look on things . I do try to keep hopeful and full off light , but when they darkness creeps in and takes you by the neck it is indeed hard to light the candle that will fell this cruel demon. Pain that is once made always leaves a scar , a scar that is never completely healed and will live with that person till the day that there soul decides to depart from the prison that is named life and living in a cell known as the human body . people also say you can only feel 1 pain at a time in the body , i disagree with this theory you can also feel a physical pain on top of a emotional pain that burros deep with in the soul. Pain can live with a person as they live and as they die , as there soul takes flight into the afterlife they will still hold the pain and sorrow they witnessed and felt in there past lives . though they may not relies with fact they will feel it sub-consciously , this is a great demand on life and they brain.
