Irresistable

Prologue

The smell of smoke and alcohol invade my whole system. I was lost in count with my shots. Damn! Umiikot na paningin ko and all I can see right now are those neon lights.

I think drowning myself  is my way to escape. To atleast ease the pain I'm carrying for the long time.

They all know me for being brat, spoild and heartless but that's just the mask. It was'nt the real me. Maybe it's my defense mechanism. My way to avoid being hurt again and again.

Luminga ako para hanapin ang mga kaibigan ko. Nagpagiwanan na naman ako.

Calia enjoying the night with his boyfriend Aidan while Keith is with someone I dunno maybe their dating, and me? I'm with myself...always! I take another shot as I feel my heart skipped from my past memories.

Pinilit kong tumayo at naglakad patungong dance floor.Dahil sa sobrang daming tao nahirapan akong sumiksik.

Its past one in the morning na din kaya ganon nalang ang dami ng pumupunta dito lalo pa't isa ito sa sikat na mga bar dito sa Laguna.

Dumaresto ko sa part ng dance floor na malapit sa dj. I dance like there's no tomorrow. I dance all my frustration in life. All my problems. I feel like a prison who's now free from committing a  serious crime. Kahit minsan lang gusto kong mawala ang lahat ng saket na nararamdaman ko.

I move my hips in a seductive way while biting my lips as the trance music play. The place are starting to get hot people dancing like a wild animal.

Pinikit ko ang mata at umindayog not until I felt something poking me from behind sinasabayan ang bawat galaw ko.

I encircle my right hand on his nape while his right hand resting on my stomach creating circle shapes that makes me shiver. I can't get enough with his manly scent yung tipong di mo pagsasawaang amuyin ng amuyin.

His warm breath caressing the back of my ear start to ignite the heat inside me. A feeling that's very unfamiliar to me but my body respond opposite on it.

I dance along with him.

Dahahan kong inikot ang katawan ko paharap sa kanya and to my surprise a very gorgeous man is standing now in front of me.

Nawala bigla ang hilo ko. I try to blink twice to see if I was dreaming but I'm not. From his brown eyes, pointed nose, thin reddish lip and his built. Well his lean and hot. His muscles are screaming siguro tambayan niya ang gym.

"God! Parang gusto kong kagat kagatin yung mapupulang labi niya nang walang tigil pati hawakan yung mga muscles niya!"

I thik I'm insane. Marami na kong nakita at nakasalamuhang mga gwapong lalaki but I think he's an exception.

There's something with him that makes me feel something new. Something I've never felt before. Something that made me want to know him more.

"Done eye raping me?" nakangisi nitong sabi nang hindi inaalis ang paningin saken. Napasinghap ako. Masyado ba kong obvious?

I cleared my throat "I actually don't" I said " Oh, really? But I can sense it....babe" he said truimphantly.

Mas hinapit pa niya ko sa kanya at konting galaw ko lang ay mahahalikan niya na ko. I tried to push him but I'm too weak. I really don't know whats happening to me but I did'nt give a damn f*ck. I just want to savor this moment.

I cleared my troath and wear a slut smile "Well I actually find you hot but your not my type"