Archie

seperation

Katie

"i love you... if anything comes up, call me and I'll leave the guys like a bat out of hell" Archie passionately kisses my lips, making me smile and nod. "I'l let you get to your appointment, I love you"

I hug him. "I love you too" I say softly and we get in our cars, pulling out of the driveway and go our separate ways.

I drive to the doctors, sign it, then get called back almost immediately since nobody's in here on a monday. I sit on those bed things they have and start nervously picking my finger as my anxiety rises.

What if it is the flu and I get really sick?!

The doctor walks in with a smile. "Hi Katie!" she says and I wave. "So in here with a stomach ache and throwing up huh?" she asks.

I nod. "Yea... I feel so sick to my stomach" I say.

She nods as she washes her hands. "Any headaches?" she asks and I shake my head. "Runny nose?" she asks again and I shake my head again. "Sore throat?"

I shake my head. "No, only stomach ache"

She pushes her eyebrows together in confusion. "Any active of sex in the last month or so?" she asks. Oh I feel really uncomfortable answering this... but I nervously nod. "I hate to scare you, but let's just rule this out" she pulls out a pregnancy test, making my heart race. "The bathroom is just across the room"

I shakily stand up and take it from her hand, leaving the room and nervously taking the test.

Once I'm finished, I look at myself in the mirror. "I don't want this to happen... please just be because I have a stomach virus or something" I sigh and walk back into the room.

We about a few minutes then she looks at me so I look at her as I shake. "It's positive"

I drop my jaw.

**

I ball my eyes out in my room, leaving my pillow soaking wet.

Why?

Why me?

Sure I wanted a kid, but not now!

I'm so fucking terrified... how will I tell Archie?! He's gonna be pissed! And I'm gonna have to explain how this happened when I don't know how! He didn't use protection so he's gonna blame it on me for not being on birth control.

I'm stressing. I'm having a panic attack.

Oh shit.

My breathing gets heavy and tight, making me scream.

Someone runs into the room and a hugs me. "Hey calm down! You're okay" she says softly and rubs my back. "Breathe in and breathe out" she says and starts breathing in. I follow her lead and she blows out.

We do this a couple times and I eventually calm down. "T-Thank you" I shiver as I pull my knees up to my chest.

She nods with a smile. "Now what's wrong?" she asks and I refuse to say anything. "You can tell me, I won't judge you or be mad" she says in her lilt soft caring voice that was a gift from God.