My Booklet Of TDSOW FanFiction.

FANFIC BY @AMUCHAN98

Hot tears pricked my cheeks as I stood in front of the balcony door remembering the incidents of the past few days. It was too much! I had let the chairman down! I had lost.

 I finally admitted my defeat! Shehzad… even thinking about his name boils my blood.

 That cheater! How could he? How could he do all this to me! Why? First my family and then Shehzad. Why Allah why? I know I should not be complaining but I have had enough! That day all I wanted was to surprise him and tell him my feelings and what did he do?

In return, for all that I did what did he do?

 Betray! That’s what he did! He betrayed me! He…he actually got engaged to that Brundidge lady! Didn’t he even think at least once before getting engaged? Didn’t he think about me? Not even once? Why!!!

 I grabbed a glass which was peacefully sitting on the table. A small smile played on my lips as I thought about what Blacksmith had done for me! How it hurts to know that the people you love don’t care about you but the people you don’t know, or worse, hate, care so much!

I was wrong about Joshua all along. So he was a good guy. Well kind of a good guy! Well you’ve learned your lesson Khadijah! Never judge a book by its cover.However, I judged Shehzad to be a heartless beast and that’s what he is! Perhaps sometimes the result is right!

My eyes drifted towards the flowers I had planted. It has been a long time since I watered them. The mere thought of these flowers hurt like being pricked by a thorn. I remember how I used to run around wanting to pin a flower on Shehzad’s coat.. I remember the feeling. It was pure love. Love for a beast! But didn’t Beauty turn the Beast back into a charming prince because of her love?  I broke out of my thoughts as a warm, big hand grabbed my shoulder tightly and turned me.

A shocked Shehzad stood in front me. His expression changed suddenly from shocked to emotionless. In a split second he grabbed my arms tightly that it started to hurt and opened his mouth to say something when I pushed him back. I looked deep into his eyes searching for something, a sign of emotion.

“GOD DAMN IT KHADIJA!” he shouted.

I was moved by his sudden action but got a grip on myself.  I still had the glass in my hand. Adrenaline was rushing in my blood and I couldn’t hold any longer. Before he could even move a muscle I threw the glass on the floor right in front of me and yelled.

“GOD DAMN ME? NO. GOD DAMN YOU SHEHZAD ATISH!”

Shehzad flinched and took a step back. I could see that he was shocked to see my sudden outburst. His once emotionless face was now filled with shock and his lips slightly parted. Ignoring the change, I continued.

“Why did you have to do this to me? Why?? First my parents, now you! So all that jealousy, all that concern was fake. You never really cared!!! I was…I was so happy when I backed the cake for you! I thought that finally things would work out between us! But no! You cheater, you beast! I hate you!!You ruined me! My whole life! All that matters to you is yourself! All you want to do is care for yourself! You’re heartless!”