The Edgiest or Softest Book Ever Written (I Haven't Decided Yet) By Fall Out Boy

~don't bother reading~

I don't know what's wrong with me anymore I can't do anything my friends say I'm lazy and I shouldn't complain they're right I am but I don't know what to do I just sit and I tell myself to go go go do something you idiot what the hell are you thinking you have projects to finish and assignments to hand in and you're just sitting here why are you just sitting here not doing anything but I can't move my hands I can't make myself go I can't convince my body to do what needs to be done I feel so apathetic I don't eat anymore I have trouble sleeping and I skip schoolwork and I don't know why I just don't care but I want to care I really really want to care again but I don't I don't care about my health or my grades or my friendships but I can't find the energy to maintain myself what is wrong with me what is WRONG with me I feel so sick to my stomach and I feel like crying but I can't and I'm hiding in a bathroom wishing I never had to go back and it's stupid because I'm just lazy and I just don't want to do the work it's easier to fade away than to live I don't want to fade away but I am help me please I don't know what to do anymore someone tell me what to do I can't think of a way out I'm not smart enough I'm not strong enough I'm not good enough I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself someone tell me why I don't know why.