Damaged (sequel to YANDERE 2p America X reader)

Are you insane like me~?

Jason was unaware of the dangers he was about to encounter in his life he only knew that Allison was definitely not  who she said she was. As everyone settled down to sleep he stood awake his hand over a journal he had found in his fathers basement he sat himself down on a kitchen chair his phone sat next to the brown leather journal he reached into his pocket and pulled out his headphones that were way to expensive for him to be carrying around like so he plugged them and opened the book as he heard the first song play 

 Are you insane like me? 

Been in pain like me? Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me?

He huffed and opened to the first page it looked ancient as he glimpsed at the boyish handwriting neat but wild; however he couldn't help but miss his father. Sure Allen tormented him his whole life and hated his very existence but he remembered the slight hesitation Al had taken when He held Jason by the neck attempting to choke him Allen had even admitted he never wanted to kill him. Jason frowned and allowed his eyes to scan his birth fathers writing he couldn't help himself to imagine Him sitting next to him smiling at him with care like he used to when he was a child every so often. Jason found his eyes once again not reading instead they watered he held back a sob as they slowly trailed down his handsome and more matured face, He was no longer a boy he was now a man who would be married to the love of his life very soon despite others saying he's to young he always felt his dad would approve. Wiping his eyes he flipped to a random page and started to read 

<January 12th XXXX

Jason is growing taller and his smile never fails to melt my heart...Everything in my body wants me to hate this child but sometimes i can't. I took notice of how he forms cheek dimples when smiling, I want to hate it but i can't help myself ...so i smile back his eyes would twinkle at my reaction and he'd bounce lightly on the balls of his feet before Alexandra rushed over wanting my attention. Last night i carried him to bed which i do rarely he looked so calm and comfortable that i took a seat on his bed and watched him sleep peacefully I studied the scar i gave him carefully...i wonder what kids at school ask him->

    Jason stopped reading with the headphones on he couldn't hear anything but still he felt uneasy he felt eyes on him but instead of jumping to confront someone he remained seated and stared at the sink as the music filled his thoughts he watched the faucet slowly drip water

drip

drip

drip

drip

drip

The song played its last lyric and there was silence a hand grabbed his shoulder and he slightly overreacted and accidentally collided his "no no Zone" with the table edge he groaned and bent over the table as his headphones fell off the journal remained in its same position untouched

"Holy shit! Jason are you ok!?" Alexandra asked worriedly He grimaced and nodded "yeah...why are you up?" she sighed "Roi caught the flu he's gonna fly back home tonight so he could get better....Listen can i talk to you about.....Allison" she lowered her voice while saying the name Jason nodded as he left the journal unattended so he could speak to his beloved twin sister

"Jason i saw him he's here" she said quietly "who?..." Alexandra felt her heartbeat quicken as she gripped her car keys letting the word she hoped that she'd never say *unless it was sexual with Roi* Slip out her mouth "Daddy..." she said voice full of fear Jason recoiled "what how.." she cut him off  "i...i could see him in her like how i see the spirits Jason...he has a scar but looks the same...i can't stay im sorry i love you Jason...please for their safety get mom and Veronica out...im sorry i can't help more" with that she got up and quickly kissed his cheek before Rushing away up the stairs to pack her personal belongings. Jason sat dazed his suspicions were correct his father was here and was probably up to no good he slowly made his way to the kitchen he glimpsed at the closed book and frowned. "....weird i feel like somethings off" he muttered before grabbing it and walking up the stairs not paying attention to the short female hiding under the table grinning at him with red eyes and bangs covering a scar