The Hardest Decision

A/N

So...i decided to create a story because I can. I thought before I get into the story I would one, make a "trigger" warning and two, introduce my self.

In this book there will be mention of self harm, suicidal thoughts, bullying, anorexia and starving. So if you get easily offended please don't read on and I don't want any hate for the "triggering" writing.

I put the words triggering and trigger in little "..." because I don't like the word yet I'm not entirely sure how else to word it, so sorry if you got offended by the "..." thanks for understanding.

Now for the lighter part of this "introduction" if you would like. So my name is Bella, I am a 14 year old and i am currently doing ny gcse. I study English, chemistry, physics, biology, Chemistry, maths and Re as this are compulsory but the subjects i chose to do are Btec Business studies, History and my favourite art. This is my first story I am publishing. Okay so I lie it's technically the second. However, the first one I did I actually want to delete as it is only one chapter and i was like 11 when i wrote it. Who knows maybe I'll publish it some day? I am completely and utterly OBSESSED with kpop and have been for 2 years specifically with 3 bands. Those being BTS, Block B and IKON. I like so many more bands like got 7, and exo, wanna one, black pink, golden child, weki meki and SO many more.

My bias from BTS is non other than the golden maknae Jeon Jungkook, aka the man who ruined my life. Like he seriously made me have a heart! BTS was the first ever kpop band I listened to, and is always going to be my ult group and Jungkook is going to be my ult bias always. My favourite songs by them are, Best of me, Spring day and Boy meets evil.
JUNGKOOK:

BTS:

My bias from Block B is Pyo Ji-hoon, aka P.O the purest thing ever! Block B wasn't a band I played attention to until about 8 months ago and I am so glad I heard a song of Zico and fell in love and wanted to know more about him. Some of you might be thinking "I thought you liked P.O not zico" and at the beginning hat's what it was butI just fell in love woth zico so hard it's like 17 thousand trains hit me. I fell in love woth P.O's precious, adorable, heart melting smile. My favourite songs my Block B are shall we dance, Bastarz and Very good.

P.O

*melts*

Block B

My bias from IKON is June aka Junhoe. Honestly IKON is the one of the most recent band I've got listened to however in spite of this I fell in love with then so so so much. Instantly I watched loads of crack videos of them and all of the M/V they have made. Junhoe has such a deep voice especially in Love scenario and his visuals are no joke! My favourite song by them is Rhythm ta.

JUNHOE

IKON

I think this introduction has gotten a bit to long whoops! I also turnt into a bit of a fan girl moment for me Haha! Finally I just wanted to say I hope you like the book and I'm sorry if my S.P.A.G (Spelling, punctuation and grammar) aren't the best! Enjoy!
Love you lots, Bella ❤