A Little Thing Called Love

This story is for my best friend Kassidi Herndon :)  (Btw while reading this, listen to Not Just You By Cody Simpson. lol it goes okay?! Link is on the side)

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Prologue

If you believe that you could fall in love with anyone and not have consaquences, your mistaken. Sometimes it likes to take away everything. But at different times, it seems like it's giving you everything.

Most of the time, all it gives you is heart break and pain. The pain stays with you. For a long time. At least until you find new love. Then all of it starts over again, until it has that horrible ending that every girl feels sorrow for.

Love is like a cycle. It's beautiful and has a wonderful feelings until your the one being crushed. When someone breaks up with you over their fame, it is possibly the worst pain you'll ever feel. They always say something along the lines of 'Its not you, it's me' and 'it's for the best''. If it was for the best, then why does the pain inside keep getting stronger and stronger?

Sooner or Later, they will coming crawling back to you, begging for forgiveness. Saying things like I was young and stupid, I don't know what I was thinking, I love you please take me back, it's not just you, it's hurting me too and the classic it hurt me so much to leave you, but I just had to. But that was the past. What matters now is that I love you and always have.

What I keep wondering, is if it hurt you so much then why did you decide to do it? If it really hurt you so much, then you would've just stayed and saved two hearts from breaking.

In my opinion, the best thing to do is stay alone. That's what I plan to do, because I don't think I could stand another heartbreak. The last thing I need is a boyfriend anyhow. I need to focus on my photography job without any complications from a boy.

That thing that girls say about boys are true. They are immature and they don't know how to keep a stable relationship. They like to play with girl's hearts like it's some kind of toy. It's like they don't think girl have feelings too. Which we do.

They also think that the only thing we want is sex, which isn't the case with us girls. We want a real relationship where a guy will actually cuddle and watch romantic movies or bring us chocolate with a bouque of flowers. But it seems to be hard to find a guy these days that will actually do that.

So the point that I'm trying to make to all girls is that I'm sick of guys. The very last relationship I had was with this guy that has fame. Lots of it. Rumors of us dating started up, which wasn't true at the time but we ended up starting  a relationship not so long after that. Months after our relationship started, it ended. He left me. For his fame. That nearly broke me. Also to add to that, he left me when I needed him the most.

I can never trust anyone again.