Don't Touch My Princess

Step four: Actual motivation

  I pushed deeper into Ren thrusting hard into him. I gripped his hips tightly holding him in place as he continued to moan his delicious moans. I groaned and rammed into him, going as deep as I can. 'Shit, this feels way better than I thought it would. It doesn't feel like he's been used, it feels like it's first time' Ren gasped and cried out in pleasure. I smiled and kissed him "Mm Ren you feel amazing~".

   I groaned as I put my hand on the wall keeping myself up stroking my member groaning. The thought of Ren moaning was stuck in my mind. I groaned as I came, I panted and leaned against the wall "Fuck..." I sighed and got out the shower then dried myself and got dressed for work. I smiled at myself in the mirror then walked into the room. Ren finished up his pancakes and smiled at me. 

    "Hey handsome, have a good shower?" He asked  I smiled and walked to him and kissed him.

    "Around 7, want me to pick up something on the way back?" I asked as I sat on the bed with him. He thinks for a bit and smiles.

   "Umm, Cake!." He said smiling. I nod and run my hand through his hair.

   "Then wanna go out for Hot Pot after ?"I asked smiling. He nodded eagerly and kissed me.

    "Yes! Tonight is gonna be another date night huh?" He asked smiling. "Now get to work and don't be late!" he said kissing my nose. I chuckled and nodded getting up.

     "I'm going now, happy?" I asked sarcastically. "I'll be back home with everything alright Princess?" I asked as I walk out locking the door behind me then walked to my car and drove to work.

---Ren's POV---

   I smiled as Baekho left. "I should clean up... I get the whole day to myself..." I said as I got up making my way to the bathroom to wash my face. I looked at myself,  I didn't look like me anymore... 'I look like someone else, that's point of changing myself. Ugh, no one told me this was this weird...' I thought to myself. I sighed and walked out the bathroom to our room. "Gosh what a mess.."

      I picked up the pile of clothing on the floor and put them into a basket. I made the bed, and picked up the tray Baekho brought up to me. I walked downstairs and washed the dishes then cleaned the rest of the house. I sighed as I laid on the couch after finishing all the chores. "I should shower..."

   -Hours later- No one's POV

    Ren sat on the couch staring intently at the t.v. as he watched. He sighed as he looked at the clock, 7:30, Baekho's  late. Ren sighed and switched from the t.v. show he was watching to a movie.

    Baekho quietly opened the door and set the food and a cake on the table. He walked to the bedroom quietly and changed into jeans and a tight v-neck. He walked up behind Ren and kisses his cheek "hey princess... sorry I'm late. I picked up a cake though." He said. Ren looked at him.

   "What kind?" Ren asked not looking at Baekho. 

    "Vanilla bean." He said walking around the couch holding his hand out to Ren. A small smiled curled at the end of Ren's lips, he didn't let Baekho see it of course. He took Baekho's hand. Baekho led him to the kitchen and sat him down. He unpacked the food and made a plate for Ren then himself. Ren smiled and began to eat.

    "How was work?" Ren asked looking up at Baekho, he smiled.

    "Well, I had a lot of paper work today. Not as stressful as usual though. I got lucky." Baekho said smiling. "What'd you do while I was gone?" He asked as he ate his first bite. Ren shrugged.

    "I cleaned, rearranged my closet, and went to buy some hair dye when I have to redye  my hair, and I rented a movie. I thought we could watch it after we eat..." he said.

     They finished eating and Baekho went in for seconds, before they opened up the cake. Ren gasped as he opened up the white cover to the cake. In blue letters that said 'Happy Anniversary Princess.' Baekho kissed his cheek. "Since we didn't get to celebrate yesterday. Also I planned on taking you out to the restaurant you love so much next week. To celebrate" He said as he grabbed a knife and cut the cake. Ren smiled and got up to grab cups and milk.

   "Do you want some milk?" He asked.
   

        "Yes. Half a glass please." He said as he set two slices on two plates. He came up to Ren from behind. He wrapped his arms around his waist. "Rennie... you know I love you right?" He asked as he nuzzled into Ren's shoulder. Ren smiled and chuckled lightly.

      "Yes. I know, I know that you love me very much." He said smiling. Baekho inhaled deeply before sighing.

    "Can I ask you something? And you can't get mad at me. I want you to be honest." He said. Ren turned toward Baekho kissing him softly before nodding.

     "Okay ask me. I promise I will." He said. Baekho sighed he looked down before biting his lip.

      "How long were you with J.R.? And... did you love him?" Baekho asked, tears threatening to spill. Ren gasped and looked at him surprised. He parted his lips before swallowing hard.

     "Close to a year." Ren said softly. "No. I never loved him,  it was only sex... " Ren bit his lip as tears streamed down his cheeks. "I'm sorry... I understand if you hate me.. I'm just a slut... I can't help myself. I'm so stupid... I understand if you don't want me anymore." He said his voice breaking. He sobbed into Baekho's shoulder. "I don't deserve you.  You deserve better. I'm a horrible person! I'm a fuck up! I mess everything up! That's why I don't have parents, or family anymore..." he said as he sobbed harder into Baekho's shoulder. Baekho rubbed his back holding him close.

    "It's okay Princess... it's okay..  I'm here for you. I knew about J.R. I have for a while. I wanted to hear it for you. Just in case J.R. was lying." He said. Baekho kissed Ren's forehead.  "I love you Ren. I will never abandon you. I will never let you go." He said softly. "Ren, never forget I love you. Never please. If you have nothing else... remember that I love you." He said as he rubbed Ren's back. Ren pulled away and looked at Baekho confused and angry.

        "Why aren't you angry?!" he shouted. "You should be telling me you hate me! Why are you being so nice?!" He shouted hitting Baekho's chest. Baekho sighed and stood there allowing Ren to hit his chest. 

    "Because... I understand why..."He said, his voice trembling. "I didn't and couldn't bring myself to. I'm a jackass who couldn't provide something you wanted and needed." Ren looked at him and shook his head. 

     "No.. You were perfect to me. In every way..." Ren said softly sniffling. 

    "Let's put this all behind us... Okay?" He said pulling Ren close. "I love you no matter what... Just don't go back to J.R. okay?" Ren nodded. Baekho smiled and hugged Ren tight kissing the top of his head.