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I was hearing jihyun voice then I looked over my side I saw him sleeping peacefully I kissed him then he flutter his eyes and looked at me and called mom , yes baby are you ok ! ....just don't go now stay here .... hmm ok I am staying with you then I looked over jiyong who was still sleeping like a kid hey jiyong wake up just order something for us we are hungry then he looks at us .... hmm are you guys hungry ! Sorry baby I awake and called and ordered for us , you are n't coming here just staying all day in bed .... jihyun don't want to let go ! ... are you ok jihyun .... I am fine daddy just little tired from last night .... ok let's eat there with your daddy ....but I want to be with mom .... you are calling me mom again baby you had a bed dream .... hmm yea mommy .... then don't worry I am still here with you let's me take you there then we can have our breakfast ... ok mommy .... I held him in my arms like I used to when he was just a tiny baby but still that feeling still in there I just grab him in my arms and took him there then we sat together and he was still hugging me then I looked over jiyong then he stares he don't know what to do .... baby I think we should call soohyuk he will help us out in this .... ok just call him ... yea sure , hey soohyuk how are you .... good , what happen are you ok .... it's just jihyun .... what happen ! .... I described my whole situation .... ohh don't worry he is worried his Appa will leave him .... ok .... and one thing more .... what is it ! .... did you guys having another baby .... hmm no ... actually it's just weird when kid do this kind of things when mother having another kid it's just insecurity gets on them .... but he is not ! .... i know but you just ask him to take pregnancy test again I am feeling there is a new surprise for you guys maybe jihyun can feel but you did n't get it ! .... ok sure .... what did he said .... actually it's just you should take a pregnancy test again .... but I am not pregnant .... just do it for me .... ok , but I need a kit to .... don't worry I will call soonho for this....... few hours later , I was scared to get pregnant I already have my priorities towards my son and partner but it can't be true I am pregnant again ohh gosh what should I do I opened washroom door and i looked over jiyong ..... what is it in test ! .... I am .... are you pregnant again .... yes I am .... ohh gosh I am so happy we are going to have another kid ....  but I looked over at jihyun who seems lost ! I saw jiyong so happy but he always want one kid but he still so happy but I am confuse over jihyun if he does n't want to have a sibling ..... jihyun mommy going to have another kid like you .... daddy ! .... yea baby I looked he seems confuse , are n't you happy to have a sibling .... I am happy mommy .... jihyun come here I want you to know i love you so much.... I know mommy ... my baby I just cuddle him ..........few month later I am 3 month pregnant I never knew i was pregnant but my jihyun always knew baby can feel those things he is seven now but I am still scared if he get scared by all new things happening to him or me to because I can't cook because jiyong does want me to cook anymore he don't let me do anything I saw jihyun who ran to my side and jump on me hey baby how was your day then I heard jiyong hey jihyun how many times I told you not to jump on mommy like this .... but daddy I wanna hug mommy .... I know son but your mommy is having another kid like you .... sorry daddy I am not going to do that again .... that's like a good boy go change your cloth first .... ok daddy I ran to my room and started shuffling clothes but I did n't find my fav superman t shirt i looked over but I did n't found yet I saw mommy is here .... I saw him he was struggling to found something hey baby what happen .... mommy my fav t shirt .... ohh baby I will help you to found your fav t shirt I was sitting looking over over again in cupboard but I did n't find yet .... what are you guys doing .... mommy finding my fav t shirt ... how many times I told you not to do anything and you jihyun your Appa will get tired you can ask me find your t shirt .... but daddy , i was trying to say something but daddy did n't listened he took mommy with him I was sad I am not good brother to my sibling who was still in mommy tummy then , i changed into my not so fav t shirt but after I changed I heard daddy wants me eat lunch I ran to daddy side I don't want to make mommy tired that's why I asked daddy to feed me daddy said ok .... I saw him ran to my side but he changed to daddy side I was hurt he needs me now more then anything else but I am pregnant I can't do anything about it  I was happy his daddy feeding him and he was enjoying daddy cooking .... I am full daddy .... good boy , you are not eating at all honey ..., I already ate so many things .... no you are not I am going feed you like jihyun ... but baby .... you can't say no ..... jiyong I am full please I can't eat anymore .... ok , jihyun you can walk with your Appa .... ok daddy .... I saw him walking with me in are backyard it was surprise he talks very less this days are you happy baby .... yea mommy ...  ok what you wanna have baby brother or sister .... either .... ohh but your daddy wants to have girl ....and you mommy .....I want to have a girl to .... I was thinking you guys want to have a son like me .... I heard I was shocked then I heard jiyong he was coming to walk with us then i looked them they were playing football I was walking then I thought I always want to have a kid like him it's not gender but I want my another kid to be like him I was so in this pregnancy I was missing something it's always him I want to close to him I was missing jihyun presence ..... let's go baby you must be tired .... yea I am I saw jiyong talking to jihyun he was nodding to all what jiyong telling him hey guys what happen ! .... nothing let's get in bed room first you looked really tired .... yes I am let's go jihyun I saw him coming to my side you are tired to ..... yea mommy come on get in bed first before your daddy will reach to us .... but mommy I can sleep in my room I am grown up .... but you always sleep with us ...  but I can sleep in my room to sometimes .... yea , then I heard jiyong let him sleep in his room he is becoming so good boy .... ok but I will tuck you in your bed first ... ok mom .... after tucking him to bed I came to my room but I was feeling lonely with out him after that I was trying to sleep but failed badly I thought I should check on jihyun I saw his room lights are on I saw him still awake hey baby you ok .... yea mommy .... why are you not sleeping if you are ok I saw him not talking to me or not giving me answers then I chin up him he was crying hey what happen ....I want my mommy .... I am here jihyun your mom is here , are you scared .... no mommy .... then tell me what happen ! .... I don't want to stay away from you mom ....hmm .... you always with my brother or sister but where am I mommy .... he was crying and telling me .... daddy always want me to stay away from you but I want to close to my mommy but mommy don't love me to I am a bad brother I want to have a brother sister to but I want to have my mommy to .... sorry baby .... I want to sleep with you but daddy told me I will hurt the baby I promise I am not hurting them mommy .... ohhh baby sorry I am a careless mother who did n't understand your feelings ... I am a bad boy mommy you are good mommy .... but I did n't see you , you were suffering a lot .... but my mom is an angel  I don't listen to you guys My friend told my if kids don't listen to there parents the kids will die I am going to die soon ....hey don't say that I love you so much I will die without you don't you ever say that I love you jihyun so much you are my life let's go jihyun you
are going to sleep with us ... but mommy .... come here I can't sleep with out you .... but mommy dad will shout on me .... I promise he will not , let me cuddle you I love you baby ... love you to mommy .... when I awake at morning I saw jiyong was staring at me ... why are you sleeping here ! .... jiyong I can't sleep without him you know very well .... but still it's not good for your health .... I don't care I love him more than anything else ... and me ! ... you know I do but I can't let him go to my side because of I am pregnant ..... ok fine let's eat something I already cooked for you guys .... ok coming I saw jihyun still asleep let's go baby ... hmm .... come on get up  brush your teeth and let's eat breakfast together like old time ... ok mommy ..... he seems so happy I feel happy to , after arrive at dining table we started eating and humming to each other my boy is happy I am happy now I saw jiyong who seems not happy with us hey why are you looking me like this .... nothing , I saw jihyun look really happy I think I was very strict to him but he does n't argue to me at all I thought he was ok with it hey jihyun you are so happy today .... yea I am daddy he was looking at his mommy I am sorry I was very strict to you .... it's ok daddy .... I looked them they are happy I am happy