Nothing Like Us *AU* VKOOK

My love of my life

"Kookie !!! Hurry up we will be late...""Waait a mhinute hyueng" i said with bread between my teeth.
Oh i forgot to introduce myself to you. Hi my name is Jungkook Jeon, Jungkook. And the one who yell at me is Taehyung hyung. Yes, i live with him since i was 15. Why? Because he is the one found me unconcious in the middle of dark alley. Dramatic isn't it. I was beaten by my dad, well technically he is not my real dad, my mom remarried after my dad left her and she become ignorance toward me. He always do that whenever he is home or i came back from school. There once, when i came back home after school meeting, it was late evening and i missed my bus so i had to walk back home, as soon as i step my foot in the house, i was drag into the basement, he beat me up into half dead and i can smell the alcohol on him. "Son of a bitch, who do you think you are, do you think this place is a hotel that you can come back whenever you want, huh? Taste that, if this happen again, i will do much worse, bare that in your fucking head". I don't know why he hate me that much when all i do is agree with whatever he want. Until one day, my dad came home drunk and he keep shouting and yelling at me, he grab my hair and drag me to his room. I was shock and terrified. He took of his belt and start to beat me off with it. Every hit come with his cruel words. Suddenly, he stop the beating and laugh. " I know, i know you won't learn anything from this beating. How about we upgrade things up, hmm? You have such a nice body after all" he said. After that I can't feel blood in my body at all, i was numb and dumbfounded. His word make something in me feel not right. He raped me. He said i'm the reason why his life is miserable right now. He beat me nonstop while raping me, he throw those word on my face, he tied me up and do things that make me disgusted. After he finished all that, he throw me in that alley.
Now after of Tae hyung bring me with him, heal me from the trauma, i can feel how to live a life. I can finally have a dream, a breathy night and i can feel the word .... love. I don't how to describe but i have this feeling about 3 years ago and now i am 18. When i go near to Taetae i feel butterfly in my stomach, his voice make something giddy in me. I can't get my eye away from him. I want to tell him what i feel but ... i'm scared. I'm scared he will hate me, i'm scared he will leave me and i'm scared he will be like my dad. That's why i'm being bullied this day. And yes i don't tell Taetae anything about it. I don't want to tell him that I'm gay.

Back at the school~~~

"Bye hyung"... we seperated to our own way. My class and his class are in different way and far. After a minute of walking, i'm being push to the lock. I hit my head on the locker and it make me feel a little bit dizzy. I came to my concious and see who the one that push me. It is Bogum. He always give me that look of hate when i'm near Taetae hyung. And he is Taetae hyung friend. I don't know why does he have grudge on me, i didn't even breath near him, where is my fault? "We meet again faggot. How was your day ? Fun ... with Taehyung ?" His fist meet my jaw at the last question. I fall into my knees. Whimpering because of the punch and Bogum hyung. No one dare to help me when Bogum hyung start hitting me. He kick me on my stomach, step on my face and such things "You should go and die, Taehyung don't deserve a disgusting faggot like guy. And..."he go down near to my ear and whisper "he is Mine..". Did he said that Taehyung was his? But Taehyung said he didn't like Bogum hyung that way ? I ask him myself and he said he like someone but not Bogum hyung? . I stop talking in my mind when i feel i'm being kick on my stomach and that the last thing i saw and i fall unconcious.

Time skip

I went home and act like nothing happen. Fortunately i bring my concealer (i dunno make up things so forgive me if this wrong). I cover all my bruse with it. "Hyung i'm home~~""Jungkook-ah why were you home so late. I'm worried you know. Is there something happen???!!!" Thank you for worrying hyung ... but i will not tell you what happen " Nothing happen hyung.. I'm good, you just worry too much.." with that o went to my room and throw my body on the bed. I sigh loudly and let all i keep to myself out. I cry myself on the bed until i fall asleep.