I just read what you said, and I am Super glad that you're trying. Its good that she replied. I am glad that you're trying to get help. I know that people don't understand, even though at times they are suffering from the same problems. They act like you're a fool and make you feel bad, but don't worry, humans are idiotic but still act all high and mighty. You're doing well and I know you'll recover. Good job, well done, I'm proud of you.
P.S. Thank you for being such an amazing human being. Thank you for caring for me when you're in so much pain. Thank you for writing such beautiful books and making countless people smile. Thank you for being alive. Thank you. Simply thank you