Ok so today i was vv happy because its my one month anniversary with my boyfriend and its not a long time but i know its the start of something. Also it was pajama day at school and i just wore a hoodie and my fuzzy black checkered pajama pants. I ate some cheetos in the morning for breakfast and my mom drove me to the store so i could get something for thomas and i ended up getting him some flowers. But then my mom made me go bAck home to change because i got chEETO DUST ON MY HOODIE AGHHAHSHDHDJFK whAT.
Anyway
Thomas liked the flowers and he felt bad about forgetting our anniversary but thats totally okay. His birthday present was supposed to come in today but for some reason it's not here yEt.
Which was shitty.
My friends were ignoriNge today.
Also shitty.
People get on my nerves so easily how even what.
I can get so mad at such little things and I ended up crying today and ditching some of 4th period oof. My mom thinks I'm being bullied or something. Woah um okay I wisH it wEre tHat siMple.
But I don't know, people can make me so angry sometimes. Im gonna start ditching lunch and other social interaction times at school soon if I don't get better.
It's weird because people make me mad but then that feeling is replaced with frustration aNd sadness. WhaT? My body and mind is stupid.
Today was kinda bad. Really bad actually. Ryan and Lina helped a lot though I love them sm.
Anyway I'm going to bed now because reSt.
Goodnight.
