With a little help of friends

Part 1

Very angsty and possible triggers in here! BUT I promise it will get happy! Also I dedicate this chapter as well as this whole story to Andrea-BooksDreams and fantasy-time cause I am too getting by with the help of my friends! Thank you guys ❤

"No", Stiles fell to his knees when he saw the sword going through Allison's body "nooooooo". He was screaming at the top of his lungs and the Nogitsune turned towards him and smiled. It was weird seeing your own face smile back at you with that evil look on their face. "Stop this now!", Stiles yelled. "Why should I?", the Nogitsune asked "the fun has just started". He wiggled his eyebrows and smirked. "Kill me, but leave them alone", Stiles breathed out trying to hold back his tears "don't hurt my friends". "Stiles", Scott pleaded his best friend to stop talking like that as he himself had Allison in his lap who was bleeding like crazy. "You want to die for them?", the Nogitsune asked. "If you leave them alone, I will", Stiles agreed. "Oh, of course I wouldn't kill them. I would feed off their sadness", the Nogitsune told him happily. "Then do it", Stiles spat, standing up and opening his arms to give the Nogitsune better access "kill me!". "Oh, I'd love to", the Nogitsune stepped to him and lay his hand on Stiles' cheek to clap on it "but honestly,  Stiles. Your hatred against yourself, your self-loathing and your guilt feelings are just so much better for me. Come on, we all know you think this is your fault. And can I admit something? It is, it totally is! You see Allison over there? She is dying because of you!" Stiles looked over to see one of his friends getting paler by the second. "Don't listen to him", Allison coughed out and Scott let out a breath seeing she is still alive. "Oh, she just doesn't want you to feel guilty about her death, but look at her. She lost a lot of blood, she doesn't know what she is saying. You killed her", the Nogitsune said as if it was matter of factly. "I...", Stiles breath became rapid and he let himself fall to the ground again "...my fault"."If I'd kill you, I would just do you a favour. I can see right through you, Stiles. I know you want to die", the Nogitsune just stood in front of him laughing. The Oni fought the other pack members around. Derek had heard the talk between Stiles and the Nogitsune and he was pissed to say the least. He left his Oni behind and ran over to the two same looking boys. The nogitsune didn't notice him and he took that advance and jumped him from behind taking him by surprise. He didn't have time to fend Derek off, before said man had his teeth sunk deep in the neck of the demon running around with Stiles' face. The Nogitsune screamed in pain, then fell to the floor where his body spasmed, then fell limp and burnt to ashes. Derek stood there frozen, then looked around to see the Oni vanishing one after the other. The pack looked around confused noticing then that their alpha had just not only killed but destroyed the nogitsune. Scott still sat with Allison in his lap whispering to her to keep holding on. Chris arrived at the scene to notice his daughter bleeding out. He shushed Scott to stand up and got them into his car to drive to the hospital as soon as possible. They were away in seconds. Aiden (yeah, he survives cause I like him) ran over to Lydia who was crying on the floor. "What happened?", Isaac asked confused. "I bit him and he fell to ashes", Derek explained and shrugged "I don't know what happened". Isaac nodded even though he had no clue what was going on. "Stiles", Derek suddenly remembered and turned around to see Stiles half passed out on the floor. He knelt down beside the boy and checked if he was breathing. "My fault", Stiles breathed looking into something far away with dead eyes "Allison...". "She will be alright, Stiles. She is a fighter, she can do it", Derek said searching Stiles for any wounds. But he wasn't bleeding or anything. He was hurt tho. All his wounds and scars were inside of him, on his soul. His breathing was flat, he wasn't even panicking anymore, the guilt was washing over him and he was drowning in it. "Stiles, come on, you need to breath", Derek begged and shook the teen on the floor. "No", Stiles let his head fall to the side so that he was looking at Derek. "What do you mean 'no'?", Derek asked bewildered. "Just...", Stiles bit back a sob a single tear escaping his eye as he looked at Derek "...just let me die". Derek was taken aback. He heard what the nogitsune had said to Stiles, but he thought Stiles was smart enough to know these were lies. On the other hand, he himself knew how much self-loath weighed on his back. Still he didn't think Stiles would believe that all of this was his fault. He hadn't done anything, he had been used and forced to hurt people he loved. He was the victim in all of this and now he wanted to die because he thought he was the culprit. "No", Derek said determined and shook his head rapidly while picking Stiles off the floor "I won't just let you die". "I don't want to live", Stiles sobbed "I killed Allison". "No, you didn't!", Derek yelled what picked up Isaac's interest. He noticed Derek had Stiles in his arms and automatically worried for his friend and got over to them. "We're getting him home, now", Derek announced and Isaac nodded following his alpha to Stiles' jeep. Derek sat Stiles down in the back seat and placing his head in Isaac's lap so he could protect the boy. Derek then drove to Stiles' house. "Just let me die", Stiles mumbled and Isaac's face fell at his words. "We stay at his side until we have his will to live back", Derek stated and Isaac didn't need to be told twice. This was Stiles, who had saved them all at more then just one occassion. He couldn't think of a world without him by his side, nor would he want to think of it. They needed to get their Stiles back. Isaac just hoped Allison was alright too.