Sweet Dreams

Silent night

The whole city was cowered white. People outside have sung the songs of joy, happiness and peace. And even though today, December 24th would be the day that would change your whole life in a very terrifying way, your heart was as calm as the melody from silent night. Curled under a blanket with Taehyung both of you held your mugs filled with hot cocoa. You didn't talk nor watch TV or did anything exept for listening to some calming Jazz and oldies music. It was Taehyung's favourite and you didn't mind it at all. Actually you found it calming as well. Once a calm Sinatra stopped playing it was followed by Marilyn Monroe

Once the first few seconds started playing Taehyung's face brightened and his gaze immediately moved to you. Curious, you can only tilt your head not understanding what made him so excited. All of a sudden in a fast movement he placed the mug on a coffee table and stood up. You looked at his neat of course Gucci clothes and sighed.
He looked down at you Lovingly before he reached his hand to you and helped you stand up.

Once the two of you were face to face he gave you a wide smile that showed nothing but pure love and joy. Sliding his right hand holding onto your while his other was holding onto your own. Once Marilyn began to sing the song he mouthed the first words along.
" I wanna be loved by you..." he spun you around and pulled you closer to his chest smiling cheekily down at you
" nobody else but you.." he leaned down to you so your noses were touching. Closing his eyes he let himself get enveloped in the music before he continued..
" I wanna be- " once Marilyn sang the word kissed he pecked your lips and both of you chuckled.
Slapping his shoulder gently you try to hide your blush
" You are so Cheesy! " you laughed out of embarrassment and he just smiled. After that you spun him getting on your tippy toes in order for him to be able to get under your arm. Then he didn't waste a second to pull you against him again. Closing your eyes both of you rested your forehead onto the other and you let out a long happy sigh of relief. You just wished you stayed in that position forever and you would bet your life that he thought the same.
" It might be crazy... but I am imagining that this..." he tugged your nightrobe before he continued
" is a long long white dress..." that made you smile widely. Closing your eyes you imagined it as well while he continued
" and this hand..." he brought your left hand to his lips and kissed your ring finger
" is adored by a small golden round object..."
You both looked at eachother locking in in a loving eye contact.
" I hereby vow that I will forever love the present Kim Taehyung and take him as my lifetime partner..."
" and I give you my vow... that the present Y/N will be the only person in my life that I swear to protect and always stay beside... till death do us part... " closing your eyes you smile as your eyes get a bit teary. You were dancing in silence before Taehyung whispered in anticipation
" May I kiss the bride? " opening your eyes you part your foreheads and smile at eachother
" I don't know can you ? " crossing your arms over your chest giving him a smug grin. He pretended to be hurt as he placed a hand over his chest. You snuggled back to him letting yourself get enveloped in his big bear hug. He placed his big hands on your cheeks and you smiled
" You may..."
And without wasting a second he led your face to his and pressed his plump lips onto yours giving it the sweetest kiss.

~ pu pu pi dup ~ 

Marilyn finished her song leaving the two of you in silence.

Both of you were at the momemt melting in each others embrace under the blankets of Taehyung's bed. It was already dark outside and the streets were empty. You were holding his expensive camera as you viewed old pictures he kept to himself.

" why am I not on this one ? " you whined
" Because you were the one taking the picture! " he poked your cheek and you sighed watching the pictures.
" I wish everything would just... I wish we would all be together like this one day..." you couldn't hold back the yawn that was forcing it's way out of you. Taehyung took the camera and pulled you closer to him.
" smile princess.." he said and once both of you were posing he took a picture of you two...
" there... " he pecked your head and placed the camera on a nightstand. Then the reality hit you. One of you.. will not wake up... no matter how many times you desperately planned an escape route... just any chance of a happy ending... you found nothing. Tears welled up in your eyes as you tugged his shirt. He felt you were shaking and wrapped his big hands around you pulling you closer to him. You gaze at eachother almost not blinking as if you were afraid he would dissapear. You sobbed quietly but held back. You didn't want to cry... but you were just so scared. What will you do without him? Will you forget him ? Will he become a guardian? Those thoughts lingered in your head weighed you down and choked you.
" Y/n..." he started as he ran his hand through your hair
" I love you..." and once he placed his soft lips on yours all that has been weighing you down dissapeared. You closed your eyes and inhaling his scent you finally give in and fall asleep. But not Taehyung... he bit his lip and parted his shaky lips
" I will fix everything... please... if you can hear me... forgive me... and let me rest..." he said before he as well drifted to a deep sleep.