Characters:
Paris France
Maylen Kalen
Kathy Tower
Lili Rain
Cath FranceParis P.O.V.
I had just gotten into a big argument with my friend over FaceTime. We were still over FaceTime for some reason.
"Just kill yourself already!!" Maylen shouted at me through the screen. I was done with her shit. She has said that so many times, that I've started to consider it. Maylen is the reason I have depression in the first place. So I really don't think she'll mind if I go.
"Fine. I will." I say, really just giving up. I've gone through this so much, that I've finally given up.
I make my way over to the cabinet that held the pills. I take out a Advil bottle. "Wait-what are you doing?" Maylen asked me, as I opened up the bottle, and poured a lot of pills in my hand.
"You've said it enough times, you might as well be commanding me.." I responded while getting the pills ready in my hand. "Here's what you wanted.." I said and looked at Maylen, staring at her.
"No wait-!" She yelled, as I popped the pills in my mouth. And swallowed then dry. It hurt my throat, but I didn't mind. "Paris! Why did you do this?!" Maylen asked as if she had forgotten her statement.
"I did it because of you.." I say as I start to feel the pills take over my body. My vision has started to cloud with black spots. I could feel my body shutting down. The last thing I heard was Maylen screaming something. But I was already gone, I let the darkness consume me.
———————1 month later———————
I awoke to the sounds of a heart monitor, and many other machines that I didn't know. A few needles in my arms. But noting else. At first I was confused, but then I realised, I was in a hospital. I was never really afraid of hospitals. So I didn't start freaking out like some people would.
Suddenly a nurse came in my room. By the time he had come in, I used the remote to the bed, and made the upper half go up.
"Hey.. how are you feeling?" He asked in a soft voice, probably not to startle me. Which I was thankful for. I opened my mouth to try and speak, but nothing came out. The nurse could probably tell, and handed me a notpad and pen. I feel ok, I wrote down and handed the notpad back to the nurse. He read it, "I bet your wondering why you can't talk?" He asked in a still quite voice. I nodded. "Something was really wrong with your vocal chords. Probably cause you swallowed the pills dry, but you have lost your voice. The doctors think forever, but you never know.." the nurse said and gave me a hopeful look. I gave him a small smile in return. "You also have some visitors waiting to see you." I nod. "You're Mom, Cath France. And you're friends, Maylen Kalen, Kathy Tower, and Lili Rain." I nod but also a little bit of dread, I don't really want to see Maylen. But I do at the same time. "Which would you like to see first?" He asked and handed me back the notpad. Could I see my mom first? I wrote and handed the notpad to him again. He nodded and handed the notepad back. "But it will be a while. Visiting hours don't start yet." I nodded, "Ok, I'll leave you to relax." He said as he spun on his heels. Just before he made his way out, he turned around and walked back over to the bed. "Here, your Mom said to give you this when you wake up." The nurse said and handed me a book. I looked up at him, but he had already left to go look after another patient.
I look at the book, and see it's the book I've always wanted. of Fire and Stars. I start to read.
At least 3 hours pass, and I'm on chapter 18. Suddenly the door opens and my Mom comes in.
"Oh my gosh!! Sweetie!!" My Mom rushes over to me, and hugs me. I hug back, but I have to bat her arm a little, as she was hugging a little too tight. Mom seemed to get that and backed away. "What happened? Why did you do that?" I knew I couldn't talk, so I wrote down: Maylen Kalen.. "She made you do this?" Mom said with anger in her voice. I then I wrote down, No! Kinda? She's kinda mean to me, and I wasn't thinking, and I broke. But I was thinking. "Ohh sweetie, I'm just glad your okay." Mom said and patted my hand. 'She must already know that I can't talk..' I thought to myself.
After half an hour of talking and writing, Mom said it was time for her to go. "Ok, I love you sweetie. I'll be back tomorrow." I nod my head in understanding. Love you I wrote. Mom smiled, "I love you too.." And she left.
I started to read my book again, and my nurse came in. I look up at him, and he has a good tray. He sets the food try across my lap. "Your Mom said you would like these.." On the try there is a yogurt parfait with strawberries, a fruit bowl, and a glass of milk. "Is there anything else I can get you?" He asked still using a calm voice. No, but thanks for the food.. I gave him the notpad. "No problem Paris." Before he left the room, "Oh, and you have three more guess that would like to visit you." I nodded. "Would you like me to send them in now?" I nod again. He nods in return.
A few seconds later three girls walked in. One black head, one red head, and one brown head. The black head one is Maylen, the red head is Kathy, and the brown head is Lili. The three of them all come to the foot of my bed. "Why Paris?" Maylen asked, as if she forgot she was the one who told me to kill myself.
"Why'd you do it?" Lili finished for Maylen. I took a bite of my parfait, and ate it halfway, until I grabbed the notpad. Maylen. I wrote down and handed it to Lili.
As Lili stared at the notpad, Kathy must've took notice that I used paper to talk, instead of actually talking. "Ca-can you talk?" Kathy asked hesitantly. I shook my head no. "I'm sorry.." Kathy responded to my head shaking.
Soon enough Lili showed Kathy the notpad, and they both stared at it in shock. The both finally showed Maylen, and she looked so offended. "What the hell did I ever do to you?" Maylen asked, while glaring at me. Kathy, who now had the notpad, handed me back the notpad so I could write. 1) you've told me to kill myself repeatedly 2) you always find someway to break my day, or break me 3) you always say such mean things to me.. you're the reason I have depression, and the reason I attempted to kill myself. I hand the notpad back to her.
The last thing I remember is the notpad being thrown across the room. My food try being knocked off my lap. Yelling and then blackness.
Maylen did this.... this is all her FAULT.
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Hiiii! So sorry if all of this isn't accurate. I've never had anything like this happen to me before, and I didn't really do any reach. So yea.. sorry about that,
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