Living in Hell with a Cheater ( Park Jimin x Reader )

Chapter 16

Jimin's Pov.

Argggggghh~ My head. I wonder how much alcohol I drank last night. Probably a lot until I passed out. Hmm~ I wonder how I got home and at my bed. In one whole piece without any wounds and scratches. I wonder if I slept with a girl last night. Ohhhhh noooo!!! I hope I didn't. I don't want that to happen at all. ARRRGGGGHHHH! STUPID JIMIN!!!! WHY DID YOU DRANK LAST NIGHT AND BECAME DRUNK!!! No wonder she hated me and left this world. I wonder if she is living in the other world peacefully? I hope she is, that way she can be finally be happy for once. While I live in this stupid evil earth with guilt filling up in my whole body and soul. Why why?? Why did I do that to my wife, even though she did everything a wife would do and lived me. While I just played around, hurting her, and didn't cared about her. Until when she died.

I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After finishing cleaning up my body, I got dressed up and head downstairs. When I went down stairs and walk to the living room. I saw Tae. When I saw him, I saw him holding a letter. Hmmm~ that letter looks like the letter I got yesterday. WAIT A MINUTE!! THAT IS MY LETTER!! HOW DARE HE OPENED IT UP AND READING WHAT IS WRITTEN THERE!! IT BELONGS TO MEEEE!!But what will I expect he is Taehyung and he does what he likes to do. My stuffs are his stuffs and his stuffs are not my stuffs. He gets mad at me if I touch his stuff, while I don't get angry when he uses my stuff. What a sad lifeu~~~

Jimin: Taehyung-ah. Why do you have my letter?

I saw Taehyung Jung-shhooookkked.

Taehyung: Uhhhh?

I went up to Taehyung and I was about to grab it. But Taehyung took it away and put it behind his back,

Jimin: Taehyung?

Taehyung: Its not an important later Jimin-ah.

I raised my eyebrow.

Jimin: Taehyung give me my letter.

Taehyung: No.

Jimin: Yes.

Taehyung: No.

Jimin: Yes.

Taehyung: No.

Jimin: Yes.

Taehyung: No no no.

Jimin: Yes yes yes.

Taehyung: No no no.

Jimin: Yes yes yes.

Taehyung: No no no.

Jimin: Yes yes yes.

Taehyung: NO NO NO!!!!!

Jimin: YES YES YES!!!!!!!

Taehyung: NO JIMIN!

Jimin: WHY NOT TAEHYUNG IT'S MY LETTER!

I fling myself to Taehyung and started to fight for the letter. We both fell to the ground and fought for the letter. When I finally got the letter, I quickly ran upstairs while Taehyung was right behind me and I went to my room. Locking my door and sat on my bed. While I did that, I heard banging noises from Taehyung and some shouts telling me don't read it Jimin and saying it's not important. I ignored his commands and read the letter. When I was reading it Taehyung stopped banging on the door and yelling at me. As I read the letter I was shocked, happy, heartbroken,  betrayed, filled with rage, and more guilt. I couldn't believe what I had read. I dropped the letter and tears where coming out if my eyes. I sobbed at everything I had done. While I cried silently, I heard my door being opened. When it did I heard footsteps knowing it was Taehyung. I just cried. Then I felt arms around me . I cried harder. 

You: T-t-tt-ttaehyung. S-she's a-aalive. She was alive this whole time. I'm grateful but I'm so mad at myself. A-a-aalso I'm afraid. AFRAID WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE. WHAT WILL I DO. SHE'S GETTING REVENGE ON , WHICH I DESERVED. BUT I WANT TO MAKE UP TO HER AND BE MY WIFE AGAIN. THIS IS ALL MY FAULT. IF ONLY.... IF ONLEY I TREATED HER RIGHT IN THE VERY BEGGGGGGIIIIIINNNNNIIINNNGGGG!!!!!!!

I sobbed and wailed loudly. While Taehyung kept on patting me.

Taehyung: Don't worry Jimin. I will help you. We will help you. You aren't alone. We will try to make Y/N to forgive even though you din't deserve it. But we have to because we all know how mush you regretted everything. Don't be afraid. We will be with now. Just rest. We will talk about this later.

When he released the hug, he left my room. When he did, I picked up the letter. To see the handwriting carefully. It is truly her. This is her handwriting. I picked up the wedding picture of us and hugged it tightly. While I began to cry harder. While I cried and began to whisper to myself.

You: What have I done? What have I done? This is all my fault. I deserve this and I will let her do it. But I been missing you and I'm still loving you. I wished I had loved her and her only. Please know that I love you and will love you forever. If only...if only.