thoughts from the past

him

older than me

one grade above

hidden behind a mask

he tricked me

I fell into his traps over

and over again

hurt every time I got caught

I needed to heal

It was a big secret

no one should know he said

in my head I was crazy I was just liking him

being there

laughed at

a rumor

and lies

stay quiet

shhhhh…

him

never again

learned from my mistakes

a thought from my past

I can never forget…

but wish I could