Vasco my sweet fool (Lookism)

In A Better Place Now PT2

Finding a black outfit I walk down stairs to see my dad putting on his tie. He looked more sad then I have ever seen him before. I still couldn't understand and I was at my peak I needed to know. The phone rang and dad walked over to get it the conversation lasted a little while and while it did dad made surprised faces his expression constantly changed until it turned back into a sad one and hanged up the phone.


"We should get going" 


"Okay"...


"Are you mad at me"


"Why wouldn't I be"


"I'll tell you every thing you need to know after the funeral but in return I think you should stay here"


"What are you talking about now old man stay here? for what"


"You need to stay in Japan this Korean book making thing is over you asked your mom and she permitted you to go but I never did I was always against it Tanaka has told me everything that has been happening and I don't like you being there. Now that your mom is gone I control whether you stay their or not".


"WHAT NO you can't do that you know I've wanted to become a author dad it's my dream why do you like to destroy my life, stop me from doing the things I love, I have nothing here to help me with my dream, I have no friends, I'm in the dark all the time and you were to stupid to even really understand"


"Alex please"


"I-I can't do this anymore dad.........I'm leaving with Mr.Tanaka"


"ALEX"


SLAM


"that girl.....is just like her mother and I'm afraid she'll end up just like her"


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  Standing in front of the coffin that held my mother I no longer cried I stood there instead with only darkness that filled my soul now. Father stood behind me holding my shoulder. Around me was mom and dads side of the family crying as the hot sun beat down on us. Going up to the coffin I placed a flower in moms hands, looking at her face she shined brighter then ever. After me everyone went up to toss a flower in her casket. Some cried more and some just looked like they didn't care that mom was long gone.


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After the funeral I watched them struggle to put moms body in the ground. This was it the last time I would see her. They shovel the dirt over the coffin making it no longer visible.Placing one more flower by here grave I stand up and wave bye to her as I smile at the sky.

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"Ryouichi Have you told the girl yet"


"Of course not I can't bring myself to tell that girl her mother sold her soul to the devil when she killed someone".


"She'll eventually know what if Tanaka-san tells her"


"I told him not to...Besides Alex is at the point were she hates me now I doubt she's going to stay here. I don't think we'll be having that talk about her mother like I said we would. I guess she realized there was no need to know".


"So she's heading back to Korea, are you okay with that"?


"Yeah, It's better this way, she's around people that care for here" 


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Landing back in Korea I head straight back to my apartment. When I get to my room I close the door and throw myself on my bed. I've only been gone for two days but it felt like forever. I need to go to school tomorrow but now I don't really feel like it. Turning my head to the wall I see many photos of me and all my friends then my eyes turn to Vasco.


..... "Maybe I'll exercise tonight"


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Running through the dark I try to keep myself calm 


I didn't think it would get so dark so fast but yet here I am


The wind blows sending the flowers and leaves off trees. I stop dead in the middle of the side walk breathing heavily. Looking at my phone the time read 10:48.


"It's getting late I should turn back" 


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Sitting in the dark room by my lonesome self I couldn't go to sleep so instead I read.
The sun comes up and I was still awake looking out the window the sunrise was beautiful but I didn't stare to long.


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It was over a week since I haven't gone to school. My phone was blowing up like crazy but I ignored it. Everyday I did the same thing over and over again barley getting enough sleep I wanted to punch myself for what I've become I couldn't even think of ideas for my book.


KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK


"I don't feel like talking......Please go away"!!!!!


"Alex it's me" 


"No I don't wanna talk .....GO AWAY"!!!!!


Crash 


"AHH my door idiot you knocked it down" 


"Alex why do you ignore us"?


"Vasco MY DOOR.....WAIT Vasco what are you doing here"?!?


Grabbing me by my shirt Vasco lifts me out of my bed 


"Why are you skipping school, you will fail if you keep doing that"


"School not that important to me anyway", I say as I look away.


He lets go and turns around 


......"Can you please leave and while your at it put my door back up" 


"You should come to school Alex you can't be sad forever"


"I don't need to hear that from anyone right now"


Vasco turns around and looks into my eyes making me feel uncomfortable. I try to turn away but Vasco again grabs me and smashes his lips into mine.


!?!?!?!?!?!


I pull away taking deep breaths staring intensely at Vasco. He breathed just as heavy as me and his face was bright red 


"Vasco....GET OUT"


Pushing him out the door way he slammed against the wall across from my room


CLICK


"Whats going on...Alex..??? Vasco?


Tae looked at me confused then realized she shouldn't have came out the room and went back in. somehow I was able to put up my door although it wasn't very stable i head to my phone and call the land lord


Hey I need a new door


WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU NEED A NEW...

I hang up the phone and slam myself into bed,grab my pillow and begin crying....I don't understand anything anymore

2nd Update WHAT NO WAY!!!!

.....This chapter was (different) IDK i tried i know my book is trash but it's whatever. The ending was a little EXTRA but this was suppose to be like a drama because why not. I feel that maybe I don't add enough scene's with Alex and Vasco but there will be a lot of that in these last few chapters....WAHHHH LAST FEW CHAPTERS!!!! Yeah there's like 7 chapters left, I actually added a lot of extra chapters like this one there was not suppose to be a part 2 but it happened Any way I wont keep you long you must venture to the next chapter.